I want to shed tears over her photos at 3 am.

[Deleted member 2463]

It's been a long time since I did that, crying feels really good, actually. It's a good emotions release mechanism. But now my brain is fucked due to alcohol and LSA, I can't even have a self-monologue jfl. I am cold most of the time toward her, I only cry when I am high or drunk. And I am very coward to get high today, my left chest side has been hurting me for a week now, and I will probably have bad paranoia instead of a good trip.

I prefer to stay calm. I will probably drink some coffee, smoke few cigarettes, and take chamomile later; I will study smth. Drinking or getting high is very overwhelming for me, tbh.

 

[Disorder]

Is she the girl in your avi?

 

[Acorn]

bruh