UglyBastard
Kyrie, fons bonitatis
- Mar 28, 2023
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Ten years ago, I met a beautiful girl (she was 13 and I was 17). The first day I saw her, I felt my heart come out of a great lethargy that had afflicted me since the last failed attempt at a relationship. The next day, against all my shyness and bashfulness, I went to talk to her. We talked, she smiled, talked about her interests, what she wanted for the future and so on. I was doomed, brothers, I was in love.
To my misfortune, Carnival (the bitchiest party on the planet) soon followed, which delayed my plans to get closer to her, as Carnival always gives people a period of about a week off school. But I couldn't bear it, I wanted to talk to her at all costs and I went looking for her on Facebook. When I got there, I sent her a friend request and a message. She replied to the message and accepted the request, but then removed me from her contacts (the first negative sign).
I don't know if I was invasive, if I showed too much interest, just that suddenly and without explanation the bitch started ignoring me, despising me and avoiding me. Every way I tried to make contact, she didn't reciprocate in any way and kept her face shut. It drove me crazy, depressed and confused. I cried a lot during this period, I felt torn apart and vilified.
In short, soon afterwards she turned up with a "boyfriend" (she said she had been single until then) and made sure I saw it. I could see the happiness in her eyes at my anger and hurt.
Since then I've been so angry that I dream every day of crushing her with my bare hands and giving her the most painful, slow and cruel death possible. Although such "projects" are not in my nature and I know that I will never be able to kill anyone.
Since this event, I've lost all interest in relationships. My heart has gone cold and I no longer sympathise with any woman apart from my grandma. The pain was so great, the sobbing, the anger, the despair, the feeling of being treated like dirt that I literally created an emotional block against any contact with a woman that doesn't involve satisfying myself sexually. And as a moral to this whole story (thank you if you've had the patience to read this far) I'm not telling you not to love, not to try to establish a relationship, or to close themselves off from the world, I'm telling them to be intelligent and at the first sign of contempt on the part of the deposit take the fuck out, you're better than this inferior being who wants to conquer the Savannah without even knowing how to survive in the jungle.
To my misfortune, Carnival (the bitchiest party on the planet) soon followed, which delayed my plans to get closer to her, as Carnival always gives people a period of about a week off school. But I couldn't bear it, I wanted to talk to her at all costs and I went looking for her on Facebook. When I got there, I sent her a friend request and a message. She replied to the message and accepted the request, but then removed me from her contacts (the first negative sign).
I don't know if I was invasive, if I showed too much interest, just that suddenly and without explanation the bitch started ignoring me, despising me and avoiding me. Every way I tried to make contact, she didn't reciprocate in any way and kept her face shut. It drove me crazy, depressed and confused. I cried a lot during this period, I felt torn apart and vilified.
In short, soon afterwards she turned up with a "boyfriend" (she said she had been single until then) and made sure I saw it. I could see the happiness in her eyes at my anger and hurt.
Since then I've been so angry that I dream every day of crushing her with my bare hands and giving her the most painful, slow and cruel death possible. Although such "projects" are not in my nature and I know that I will never be able to kill anyone.
Since this event, I've lost all interest in relationships. My heart has gone cold and I no longer sympathise with any woman apart from my grandma. The pain was so great, the sobbing, the anger, the despair, the feeling of being treated like dirt that I literally created an emotional block against any contact with a woman that doesn't involve satisfying myself sexually. And as a moral to this whole story (thank you if you've had the patience to read this far) I'm not telling you not to love, not to try to establish a relationship, or to close themselves off from the world, I'm telling them to be intelligent and at the first sign of contempt on the part of the deposit take the fuck out, you're better than this inferior being who wants to conquer the Savannah without even knowing how to survive in the jungle.
