SegmentationFault
Trying to stay whitepilled
- Nov 27, 2020
- 130
I was rewatching a documentary I watched as a kid, It's about disabled men who play wheelchair rugby (It's called Murderball, the whole documentary is on yt if anyone's interested). Most of these guys (at least the ones that are good looking, I know... blackpilled again!) live pretty good lives. They have caring and loving gfs and the ones who don't, still manage to have sex on the regular, they have this insane amount of passion for the sport, they have something to live for.
I know this is gonna sound pretty bad, but I actually was envious of them.
This is beyond fucked up... I know... maybe I'm finally losing it this time, maybe I've turned into a terrible person... idk anymore...
Isolation, a lack of love and intimacy, a lack of a passion for something, turned me into this fucking mess, this fucking nervous wreck who gets jealous of literal paraplegics.
I just don't know anymore.
I know this is gonna sound pretty bad, but I actually was envious of them.
This is beyond fucked up... I know... maybe I'm finally losing it this time, maybe I've turned into a terrible person... idk anymore...
Isolation, a lack of love and intimacy, a lack of a passion for something, turned me into this fucking mess, this fucking nervous wreck who gets jealous of literal paraplegics.
I just don't know anymore.