Venting I was watching a documentary and I got envious of literal paraplegics... I feel awful now

SegmentationFault

SegmentationFault

Trying to stay whitepilled
Nov 27, 2020
130
I was rewatching a documentary I watched as a kid, It's about disabled men who play wheelchair rugby (It's called Murderball, the whole documentary is on yt if anyone's interested). Most of these guys (at least the ones that are good looking, I know... blackpilled again!) live pretty good lives. They have caring and loving gfs and the ones who don't, still manage to have sex on the regular, they have this insane amount of passion for the sport, they have something to live for.
I know this is gonna sound pretty bad, but I actually was envious of them.
This is beyond fucked up... I know... maybe I'm finally losing it this time, maybe I've turned into a terrible person... idk anymore...
Isolation, a lack of love and intimacy, a lack of a passion for something, turned me into this fucking mess, this fucking nervous wreck who gets jealous of literal paraplegics.
I just don't know anymore.

Jack
 
SegmentationFault

SegmentationFault

Trying to stay whitepilled
Nov 27, 2020
130
Paraplegicmaxx
just become a paraplegic theory
sry about the sperg rant
 
FeminismIsCancer

FeminismIsCancer

Marecel
Nov 30, 2020
1,358
For some reason I think I prefer to be an able incel than a disabled sex haver. Disability seems so unacceptable to me. I hate how they cope and preach life lessons to me. A bit like being told that I shouldn’t complain because there are starving African children. Yeah except I compare to my peers, not some unknown people far away. I hate to be locally mogged by everyone.
 
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