Depression I will not start back camming

[Riddler]

It's basically a form of ritualistic suicide. Instead of just ending it all, when I get depressed I'm tempted to humiliate myself and "self destruct" in a way

Last time I did it, I was offered a porn role believe it or not. Some extreme bdsm humiliation stuff that would've definitely ruined my life and probably made me perma NEET for other reasons. I was so depressed I considered flying out and doing the STD tests

I messaged my mother and told her I was thinking of doing something horrible and stupid that goes against everything she taught me. She said she knows I'll always be the sweet innocent boy she raised, and whatever it is, she trusted I'd always do the right thing

I just couldn't break her trust like that. No matter how much life beats me down

 

[IGiveUp]

Don’t ever humiliate yourself, I never understand why people would harm themselves by doing similar things. You’re not only hurting yourself but you’re also hurting the people in your life who care about you, if you’re tempted just picture their face and how they’ll feel if they saw you right now

 

[akame]

we love you riddler

 

[akame]

I am glad you never took that offer, its ok to suffer and I understand, but please never degrade yourself, never even think of it becuase I really think you are better than that, I havent known you for to long but you are a very cool guy and I know lots of people here feel the same way about you

 

[General Alek]

Don’t ever humiliate yourself, I never understand why people would harm themselves by doing similar things. You’re not only hurting yourself but you’re also hurting the people in your life who care about you, if you’re tempted just picture their face and how they’ll feel if they saw you right now

if you did anything like that, I can imagine the faces of all the iGiveUplings

 

[uglyboi1]

What is back camming? a cam of your ass?

 

[Riddler]

What is back camming? a cam of your ass?

Basically yeah

 

[uglyboi1]

Basically yeah

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I'd do it for money but I'm sub 5 ggs

 

[RageSpike]

We NEETs have nothing but our pride left

 

[Saladino]

JFL

 

[Rebbington]

I'm packing a python n it's ready to bust ! get those cheeks on cam 4 a brotha rn !!!