Depression I wish I had a identity

durulyevi

durulyevi

NEET
Feb 7, 2024
65
I'm nothing, just nothing. I can't even consider myself exactly as suicidal or homicidal (sometimes I wish I was never born but still...). Even if I was suicidal I would have real identity. I'm not really autistic, just fucked-up brain without any name or identity and I don't even know if I'm really depressed or if I have any mental ilness and I'm not even normal. I'm not exactly Neo-Nazi, Liberal, Communist, Traditionalist, Anarchist or anything I'm just myself my own thoughts and my ideas can't fit in anything so it's just nothing. I'm not really smart or complete dumbass, just average (I was done offical IQ test by my psychiatrist and results were 103-111 IQ so completely average). I'm not average or different, I can't fit anywhere, I have nothing to be proud or to define myself. Not even a NEET, I'm going to a school and a classic nerd-looking asocial. I'm just in between. I will never be someone, I will never be a cool serial killer-mass shooter "sociopathic villain" (because too coward) or ideal human NPC. Just nothing.

*I'm not saying that mental ilnesses are cool I'm just saying that even being fucked up can give you an identity to define urself to just being existing.
 
despera

despera

#FreeNapoleonDeGeso
Jan 29, 2024
934
Normie mode on : '' you are lucky that you can form your own identity from now on, anon''
Its all bs tbh. I am drifting aimlessly and dont have an identity as well.
 
Atila

Atila

xiǎo bái liǎn / King Vamp
Dec 2, 2020
18,948
I am transphobe homophobe anti life racist misogynist and more basically the opposite of the average person
 
vandrende lik

vandrende lik

NEET
Nov 14, 2023
619
I wish I were a femboy, but I'm an Anglophone Little Russian instead.
werent u western ukrainian? ur not little russian then? i have always thought the term was only applicable to people living in east bank ukraine
 
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