Serious I wish i was black tbh

barcamgtow

barcamgtow

Asentientheterodroidsexual Monk-mode mgtow
May 17, 2023
1,381
I've had this desire for a long time , since childhood. I have never been able to fully accept that i'm white and since entering the incelosphere, it's only gotten worse. My family , with the exception of my older brother is aware of this , my father was the first person i ever told , he thought i was crazy , It was almost 10 years ago. Sister didn't have much of an answer , she did seemed worried. My mother thinks i'm ridiculous and downplays the importance of looks and also doesn't buy that black is superior. My mother tends to watch movies and shows and typically , you see good looking black/black passing guys there and i called her out for gushing about them and never about a white man. She seemed shocked that i notice this and was quick to deny it , but when i told her to mention a good looking white , she was unable to.

There's just something about blacks , some kind of swag that awakens strange feelings within me , envy and frustration because i'll never get to be them. They're usually every womans top 2 when it comes to preferences , mostly 1 , there's no wall , they can get anything. Of course i'm talking about good looking blacks here , I'd obviously rather be some good looking mulatto or asian over an ugly black guy. I also feel jealousy towards africans like Michael jordan , Jonathan Majors etc..

I've only been focusing on looks , not taking into consideration their superior societies. Looking at their countries gives me brain damage as someone in third world. Some pics of gl guys. Jamie Foxx kills me everytime , cannot believe we're the same species

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Well , i tried to put it into words , thread could have been way longer , but i think i got the message across , it's not like this is anything new.

 
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joeveniro

joeveniro

A la orden del señor
Oct 12, 2023
508
whiteboi i aint that wall of text g, you will never be a real nigga like me yo hahaha keep jelly for my bbc
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Zangano1

Zangano1

wagie
Dec 28, 2020
5,215
I will never be able to sexually please a woman like a nigger does
 
Polar-Z

Polar-Z

Goonin forward, troon a new page
Aug 3, 2023
2,138
Imagine being me and reading this without realising the op is @barcamgtow

Imagine that OOOH relaxation you feel after seeing the op name.
 
クーロ

クーロ

عثمان دان فوديو الثاني
Jan 23, 2024
2,013
Seeing OP's name was a real relief lmao
 
JBSLAYER

JBSLAYER

Short, brown and ugly
Feb 25, 2024
615
Now do one for curries

"I wish l was an Indian"
 
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