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- May 17, 2023
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I've had this desire for a long time , since childhood. I have never been able to fully accept that i'm white and since entering the incelosphere, it's only gotten worse. My family , with the exception of my older brother is aware of this , my father was the first person i ever told , he thought i was crazy , It was almost 10 years ago. Sister didn't have much of an answer , she did seemed worried. My mother thinks i'm ridiculous and downplays the importance of looks and also doesn't buy that black is superior. My mother tends to watch movies and shows and typically , you see good looking black/black passing guys there and i called her out for gushing about them and never about a white man. She seemed shocked that i notice this and was quick to deny it , but when i told her to mention a good looking white , she was unable to.
There's just something about blacks , some kind of swag that awakens strange feelings within me , envy and frustration because i'll never get to be them. They're usually every womans top 2 when it comes to preferences , mostly 1 , there's no wall , they can get anything. Of course i'm talking about good looking blacks here , I'd obviously rather be some good looking mulatto or asian over an ugly black guy. I also feel jealousy towards africans like Michael jordan , Jonathan Majors etc..
I've only been focusing on looks , not taking into consideration their superior societies. Looking at their countries gives me brain damage as someone in third world. Some pics of gl guys. Jamie Foxx kills me everytime , cannot believe we're the same species
Well , i tried to put it into words , thread could have been way longer , but i think i got the message across , it's not like this is anything new.
There's just something about blacks , some kind of swag that awakens strange feelings within me , envy and frustration because i'll never get to be them. They're usually every womans top 2 when it comes to preferences , mostly 1 , there's no wall , they can get anything. Of course i'm talking about good looking blacks here , I'd obviously rather be some good looking mulatto or asian over an ugly black guy. I also feel jealousy towards africans like Michael jordan , Jonathan Majors etc..
I've only been focusing on looks , not taking into consideration their superior societies. Looking at their countries gives me brain damage as someone in third world. Some pics of gl guys. Jamie Foxx kills me everytime , cannot believe we're the same species
Well , i tried to put it into words , thread could have been way longer , but i think i got the message across , it's not like this is anything new.
I wish i was white tbh
I've had this desire for a long time , since childhood. I have never been able to fully accept that i'm ethnic and since entering the incelosphere , it's only gotten worse. My family , with the exception of my older brother is aware of this , my father was the first person i ever told , he...
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