Venting I wish there was a drug to make me a robot

[Stupid Clown]

I don't want to feel any emotions. Emotions make me miserable. I wish I could be comfortably apathetic towards life. Instead I'm constantly haunted by the rejections, humiliations and mockery of the past. I am the Joker. I spend half my day talking to myself and laughing away the pain in-between finding ways to take out my anger which usually ends up with me hitting, burning and cutting myself like an utter retard before feeling instant regret and consuming a ton of slop (which somehow doesn't end up with me gaining weight) which makes me hate myself more because I feel like a slob afterwards.

Fuck this life. Fuck my STUPID FUCKING BRAIN for having THOUGHTS and urges that I despise. FUCK THE GENETIC LOTTERY FOR GIVING ME THIS FACE

FUCK TIME FOR MAKING ME UGLIER EACH PASSING YEAR

 

[shootleon]

ill get you in contact with george droid

 

[Magonia]

I thought maybe it might make me more functional than my depression. Anti depressants make you a robot in the ways you don't want

 

[Deleted member 3220]

I get your post but that's not how biology works.

 

[Deleted member 1862]

 

[SuckyCuckyDuck]

I don't want to feel any emotions. Emotions make me miserable. I wish I could be comfortably apathetic towards life. Instead I'm constantly haunted by the rejections, humiliations and mockery of the past. I am the Joker. I spend half my day talking to myself and laughing away the pain in-between finding ways to take out my anger which usually ends up with me hitting, burning and cutting myself like an utter retard before feeling instant regret and consuming a ton of slop (which somehow doesn't end up with me gaining weight) which makes me hate myself more because I feel like a slob afterwards.

Fuck this life. Fuck my STUPID FUCKING BRAIN for having THOUGHTS and urges that I despise. FUCK THE GENETIC LOTTERY FOR GIVING ME THIS FACE

FUCK TIME FOR MAKING ME UGLIER EACH PASSING YEAR

Detroit Become Android
(lame joke ik ffs)