Venting I'm a 16 yo teenager stuck in a man's body

[SegmentationFault]

I've missed out on so much. Missing key developmental milestones will scar you for life.
I've tried getting over it and just move on with my life. I've managed to get into a pretty good university, I was even a Teaching Assistant at one point, I did two internships, but life never got any better.
One day I decided to drop out, It wasn't a smart decision, but I was at a very low point... I was seriously considering sudoku.
I feel like I'm broken inside, I'm a shell of a man at this point.
I don't know if there's much hope for me, but I'm going to give this life one last try. I'm going to give my best effort, if it still doesn't work, then I'm fucking out.
I'm tired of being in pain.

 

[vomit]

It's over for code monkeys

 

[vomit]

Just code yourself a better adolescence theory

 

[saber]

It's over for code monkeys

 

[owly]

help me build waifubots

 

[milkistermoo]

Watch this playlist, trust me when I say it will change every aspect of your life completely. Mentally, spiritually, socially, productivity-wise.

I'm about to 20 in less than a week and I can somewhat understand what you're saying. I feel like a 16yr old too, and if it pains me this much I can't even imagine how much it pains you, who is someone I presume in his 30s.

Instant mood lifts and to bring hope in your life again - take vit D, and stick to a proper sleep schedule, that's it. NO effort and massive results.
PM me if you ever want to talk, I'm here.

 

[SegmentationFault]

Watch this playlist, trust me when I say it will change every aspect of your life completely. Mentally, spiritually, socially, productivity-wise.

I'm about to 20 in less than a week and I can somewhat understand what you're saying. I feel like a 16yr old too, and if it pains me this much I can't even imagine how much it pains you, who is someone I presume in his 30s.

Instant mood lifts and to bring hope in your life again - take vit D, and stick to a proper sleep schedule, that's it. NO effort and massive results.
PM me if you ever want to talk, I'm here.

Thanks for the kind words, man. I'll watch the playlist you linked
I'm in my mid 20s btw... but I feel dead inside.

 

[Zargrim]

OP is prob a manlet

 

[SegmentationFault]

OP is prob a manlet

no... I'm not a manlet...
Thanks for the great comment... very insightful and thoughtful as usual.

 

[NeverEndingWinter]

But did you finish higher education at least? If not, I mean why not just finish up and if you have, surely you can get a decent role with your experience, correct?

 

[Disorder]

I was seriously considering sudoku.

Sorry but this bit made me lol.

Take up a sport or any sort of physical exercise if you're seriously going to give your best effort. It's easily the best thing a person can do for their overall well-being.

 

[Panzer]

Sorry but this bit made me lol.

Take up a sport or any sort of physical exercise if you're seriously going to give your best effort. It's easily the best thing a person can do for their overall well-being.

Yes it’s good to try, I personally couldn’t keep up with sports, inceldom creeps up on you.

You ultimately can’t function without oxytocin.

 

[Brother Wagecuck]

I wish I had the courage to drop out. I wish I was a collage dropout tbh.

and I also assume your degree has more value so you could get decent cash I'm assuming.

 

[jaded jabble]

I've missed out on so much. Missing key developmental milestones will scar you for life.
I've tried getting over it and just move on with my life. I've managed to get into a pretty good university, I was even a Teaching Assistant at one point, I did two internships, but life never got any better.
One day I decided to drop out, It wasn't a smart decision, but I was at a very low point... I was seriously considering sudoku.
I feel like I'm broken inside, I'm a shell of a man at this point.
I don't know if there's much hope for me, but I'm going to give this life one last try. I'm going to give my best effort, if it still doesn't work, then I'm fucking out.
I'm tired of being in pain.

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