glitch
total foid death
- Sep 9, 2023
- 3,110
god it hurts. ugly and mentally broken. imagine an entire life of being ignored for your nasty face and whenever you vent about it to the people around you they try to convince you youre insane. its everyone. therapists, family, friends. they subconsciously know the damage calling someone ugly does, and will avoid saying it at all costs. avoiding reality is just the best of two evils though, as gaslighting and denial does almost as much damage. i am in a state of total defeat. i know im not good enough and i love being treated like im not good enough. i love when girls talk to me like they dont give a fuck about me. it feels correct. i feel like a fucking bitch. i am so disgustingly feminine. what sort of man feels like this? i am weak. so fucking weak. my appearance has done so much damage to my character. i wish i lived a life full of validation. im so used to being treated like shit that ive fallen in love with it. if i had money id pay stacies to crush my ballsack im sure. i have never felt more confident than when a girl i find attractive treats me poorly whilst continuing to stay around me. uhggh. every time i look in the mirror my below averageness is made clear to me, but people just cant tell me the truth. im meant to be this way. ugly. anxious. introverted. locked in doors. my looks made this my destiny. i will never understand why normies are so adverse to admitting that your looks are the problem. i think it doesnt even process as a possibility in their brains. as a society we have been conditioned to belive that acknowledging the importance of looks is shameful and shallow. i just wish someone would be completely honest with me. its not by chance that someone ends up suicidal, lonely with awful self esteem. thats what being a freak of nature does to someone. i look different to everybody else. im freakishly tall and skinny and my face just doesnt look quite right. im not straight ugly, like where the face deters you. i just lack appeal. people arent drawn to me at all.
i just want people to treat me like im worthless whilst encouraging my company. nothing makes me feel more at home and confident than that.
i just want people to treat me like im worthless whilst encouraging my company. nothing makes me feel more at home and confident than that.
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