Schizo
Over
- Jul 24, 2024
- 3,618
I have no drive or motivation to do anything meaningful in life rn besides rotting in my room playing games and watching anime. I'm underweight. I'm skinny , have bad skin too and I eat junk most of the time. I had a phase few years ago where I just ate instant noodles and potato chips every single day. Some might think it's the ideal life of being able to rot all the way and enjoy games but it's really not. It's killing me slowly and I feel like shit most of the time - probably due to shit diet. I went out today to take a walk in the park and I saw many couples holding hands and laughing , being happy together. That alone made me want to go back home and just rot. Life is shit and it will continue to be shit. I can't put a stop to this and even if I tried it's only temporary.
