Story I'm almost at my first full year of non NEETdom: reflections and an invitation to the reader

[Riddler]

For reference, I dropped out of high school around 16/17 due to mental health complications. In the about 5-6 years since then other than getting my GED I've been in and out of mental hospitals, NEETing or half assedly trying volunteer shit and brief certification programs

I finally moved out and managed to secure a job, places to stay, opening my own bank account and so on. I enjoy the financial freedom and sense of accomplishment being a depressed screw-up for once in my miserable life

There are complications with my living situation. I may have to find a new place soon. Which I probably can pull off but I question if it's worth the hassle vs moving back

I wanted money for my rhinoplasty and I'm already about 70% there. What I realized is all of this would be success doesn't really change who you are on the inside

I tried my hand at NTmaxxing and going to parties. Realized I hated it and fell back into PSL which I was off for years. Take the rotter out of the basement. Can't take the basement out of the rotter

My mother assures me I'm welcome back home and that it wouldn't be a failure. She moved back several times after I was born, after divorce with my father and even if she was just sad

So, for anyone who read this far. I welcome any comments, suggestions, mock me for trying, tell me to rope etc

 

[uglyboi1]

Thank you STEMcel. I'm sure you'd be having these feelings if you were working at a McDonald's or a warehouse ggs

 

[uglyboi1]

how did u NEET without a bank account? how would u buy things? ggs

"Going to parties." Fucking mogs me man. Mogs me. Looks are everything. Looks are fucking everything.

 

[Riddler]

how did u NEET without a bank account? how would u buy things? ggs

"Going to parties." Fucking mogs me man. Mogs me. Looks are everything. Looks are fucking everything.

This is what they said about me om TRM bro

After talking to @IGiveUp @Haruhi Suzumiya about site policy I'll post a face reveal soon just not now. You'll see I'm subhuman lol

 

[uglyboi1]

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This is what they said about me om TRM bro

After talking to @IGiveUp @Haruhi Suzumiya about site policy I'll post a face reveal soon just not now. You'll see I'm subhuman lol

u can post face. its allowed ive done it before here

 

[Riddler]

u can post face. its allowed ive done it before here

Also with no bank account my mom just gave me allowance in cash

And anyone can go to a party. You just won't slay if you don't have the looks

 

[uglyboi1]

Also with no bank account my mom just gave me allowance in cash

And anyone can go to a party. You just won't slay if you don't have the looks

What are you on about? "Anyone can go to a party." I've never had a fucking foid besides my work coach and family in my contacts. Where do you find these parties past university age? Where?

 

[Riddler]

What are you on about? "Anyone can go to a party." I've never had a fucking foid besides my work coach and family in my contacts. Where do you find these parties past university age? Where?

I mean like music festivals that anyone can go to. Most big cities have them

 

[MelaninQueen]

What's your job about?