Comfy i’m approaching my 3 year neet-aversary

[glitch]

in october 2021 i officially dropped out of school to pursue neetdom. i couldn’t articulate why i was doing it, there was just so much resistance and anxiety around going to school. obviously looking back with blackpilled eyes, i realise people didn’t want to talk to me because of my looks. i became extremely socially anxious.

life as a neet has been utterly miserable for me. despite being out of dangers way my anxiety persisted. i couldn’t understand why i was failing and was sporadically trying to “self improve” jfl. a few months later and i stumble across wheat waffles and from there the story tells its self. i despise rotting. i hate my life and i wish i had friends and prospects. alas here i am. heating up frozen pizza at 2am, typing on my favourite forum for lonely guys. suicide will be soon.

 

[Bitter]

I have been a NEET for 10 years, and I am often tormented by the idea of what will become of me in the future, it is uncertain for me.

I often suffer from depression, I don't know how easy it will be for me to support myself in the future, but I want to earn money on the Internet, I don't want to work either, I feel like I don't want to collaborate or contribute to a society that despises me.