Serious I'm constantly hurting

[Gaku]

I've been dealt the worst, treated unfairly time and time again, abused, neglected, defeated, laughed at, segregated against, I've had people wished the worst on me like I mean told it to my face. Wherever I go people seem to hate me and turn against me; it has become a cycle I know too well. Just shame, embarrassment, hurt and then cope. It's a shame. My ugly face doesn't do me any justice, I believe it's the fuel on the fire in most cases. I'm fighting demons from the outside and demons from the inside, I'm also struggling with severe depression, loneliness and anorexia, I can't seem to find the appetite to eat and now I've gotten extremely skinny like I'm suffering or something, and it's just terrible guys. I'm just letting this out. But you know, I'm still grateful should've been dead and gone but I'm still here I guess.

 

[Saladino]

Stop crying like a little girl