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You will live in a Pod
- Oct 11, 2024
- 464
I’ll skip past the statement that there really isn’t much for neurodivergent and sub 6 males to do in society. However I don’t really think I’ve ever gone “outside” and had a truly good time.
I recall so many times of going out in public trying to do normie activities and just getting mogged to oblivion by them.
No point in enjoying downtown, too expensive and it’s really just career wine aunts and successful couples. No point in college bars just to walk past groups of women looking for Chad, Chad with his harem/girlfriend and social circle and then the plethora of sausage fest excess males who go back home empty handed.
I don’t want to go to events, I don’t want to go to parties, I don’t want to do shit, not even a walk in the park. And the more I’ve withdrawn over the years the higher likelihood of me “crashing out” in public over the slightest inconveniences.
The Material doesn’t even satiate my needs, yet I still hang on to it as if buying something will make me happy, and the slow decline has tipped me off the cliff of no return.
My hair is thinning, my teeth are darkening, my body is grotesque and most importantly my face is decaying.
I’m not gonna sit here and pretend like I missed out on anything because I would have failed anyways, however at least I know now the dust has settled. No going back, I’m not missing out on anything because I was excluded in the first place.
it just is what it is. I can’t help but laugh that medically assisted suicide isn’t available to excess males like myself, it’s absurd and an Infringement upon my “free will”, not that I believe that we have it but more-so the same people who preach it want you to exercise it in a predictable way… just be a bottom feeder slave goy.
I recall so many times of going out in public trying to do normie activities and just getting mogged to oblivion by them.
No point in enjoying downtown, too expensive and it’s really just career wine aunts and successful couples. No point in college bars just to walk past groups of women looking for Chad, Chad with his harem/girlfriend and social circle and then the plethora of sausage fest excess males who go back home empty handed.
I don’t want to go to events, I don’t want to go to parties, I don’t want to do shit, not even a walk in the park. And the more I’ve withdrawn over the years the higher likelihood of me “crashing out” in public over the slightest inconveniences.
The Material doesn’t even satiate my needs, yet I still hang on to it as if buying something will make me happy, and the slow decline has tipped me off the cliff of no return.
My hair is thinning, my teeth are darkening, my body is grotesque and most importantly my face is decaying.
I’m not gonna sit here and pretend like I missed out on anything because I would have failed anyways, however at least I know now the dust has settled. No going back, I’m not missing out on anything because I was excluded in the first place.
it just is what it is. I can’t help but laugh that medically assisted suicide isn’t available to excess males like myself, it’s absurd and an Infringement upon my “free will”, not that I believe that we have it but more-so the same people who preach it want you to exercise it in a predictable way… just be a bottom feeder slave goy.
