
SegmentationFault
Trying to stay whitepilled
- Nov 27, 2020
- 130
This guy I've known since elementary school sent me a message, he wanted to meet up to grab a beer.
I said "Sure! Why not?"
It was absolutely brutal.
He has a cute and loyal gf, a good job (investment analyst), he's almost graduating with a bachelor's degree in Economics from a really good university.
I hate comparing myself to others, but I just can't help it. He mogs me in every aspect of life.
I mean... Even though we haven't spoke in a while, he's always been a good friend and I'm happy for him.
But I have absolutely nothing going on for me in my life.
No job, no money, no gf, no career, no meaningful life experiences and the list goes on...
I'm so far behing everyone else my age... Sometimes I think It's a lost cause.
The convo with him went pretty ok, I guess... I'm somewhat good at blending in with normies... but now that I'm back home and I feel like straight dog shit tbh.
I think he felt kinda sorry for me, he's even offered to pay the tab, and I've accepted his offer because I'm a broke piece of shit with no self-steem.
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I said "Sure! Why not?"
It was absolutely brutal.
He has a cute and loyal gf, a good job (investment analyst), he's almost graduating with a bachelor's degree in Economics from a really good university.
I hate comparing myself to others, but I just can't help it. He mogs me in every aspect of life.
I mean... Even though we haven't spoke in a while, he's always been a good friend and I'm happy for him.
But I have absolutely nothing going on for me in my life.
No job, no money, no gf, no career, no meaningful life experiences and the list goes on...
I'm so far behing everyone else my age... Sometimes I think It's a lost cause.
The convo with him went pretty ok, I guess... I'm somewhat good at blending in with normies... but now that I'm back home and I feel like straight dog shit tbh.
I think he felt kinda sorry for me, he's even offered to pay the tab, and I've accepted his offer because I'm a broke piece of shit with no self-steem.
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