Depression Im starting to see roping as my only viable option

PointOfNoReturn

PointOfNoReturn

Gothicc Hoes
Jun 11, 2022
8,805
All because I gave up after graduating high school, I’ve failed at life. Driven by my inferiority complex and unwillingness to push myself. Rotting for an excessive amount of years made me too comfortable. I don't see any reason not to give up and kill myself, except maybe that it would hurt some people. I shouldn’t feel guilty about people expecting me to have obligations to them. Each day I continue causes immense pain and deepens my desire for death. I will just drink myself to sleep again and hope I don’t awake.
 
Riddler

Riddler

Fukurist
Oct 18, 2023
4,088
I feel the same way so I'll tell you what I'd want someone to tell me

It's over in some regards yes. You can't regain the lost time or heal certain scars but it really isn't over till the fat neetgod sings

Your one advantage is a fresh start. You're not in debt, don't have crippling health issues, kids you can't take care of etc. Might not seem like much but alot of normies have already shit the bed in that regard at your point. If you really want to see change the best time was to start was yesterday and the second best time is now. A year from now you're either gonna wish you started earlier or dread that you haven't started now. If you read success stories from the guy who made KFC to VeraWang, alot of people had to start over from scratch older than you and found success. It sucks but it's now impossible
 
anonymousghoul

anonymousghoul

NEET
Jan 19, 2024
44
Hey man, at least you graduated highschool. I didn't even do that, I dropped out at 16. Since then I wasted all those years rotting at home. I'm gonna be 22 years old this year with nothing to my name. No car, no job, no money. I'm basically leeching off my family. I question why the fuck am I still here? Everyday. I see my life as pointless and I just wish I never existed. Just be glad your not me.
 
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Clive

Clive

God Heavenlove
Jun 18, 2023
198
All because I gave up after graduating high school, I’ve failed at life. Driven by my inferiority complex and unwillingness to push myself. Rotting for an excessive amount of years made me too comfortable. I don't see any reason not to give up and kill myself, except maybe that it would hurt some people. I shouldn’t feel guilty about people expecting me to have obligations to them. Each day I continue causes immense pain and deepens my desire for death. I will just drink myself to sleep again and hope I don’t awake.
All suffering emerges from unexamined beliefs. In other words, unconsciousness.

An inferiority complex implies a need to be superior to others, for another person to validate your way of being in order for you to feel it just.

Yet the moment you are "superior", in becoming what others would consider "successful" and other people gaze at you with covetous eyes; you turn your own up higher and see the next thing to rise above, and that sense of inferiority returns.

It is an illusion of the ego allowed to exist within an untrained mind. For when you organize your thoughts you realize the silliness; what you have wanted all along was permission to love yourself in a way that a spiritually ill society said you had to earn from status and approval.

Examine and unravel the fallacies of the ego gradually, and within you will naturally rise the conviction to avert tragedy and change, or perhaps at last adhere, to your fate.
 
EternalKaczor

EternalKaczor

Its over
Sep 27, 2021
2,566
Hey man, at least you graduated highschool. I didn't even do that, I dropped out at 16. Since then I wasted all those years rotting at home. I'm gonna be 22 years old this year with nothing to my name. No car, no job, no money. I'm basically leeching off my family. I question why the fuck am I still here? Everyday. I see my life as pointless and I just wish I never existed. Just be glad your not me.
Literally my situation but im 20
 
Kpwat

Kpwat

little man
Jun 1, 2023
2,412
Thinking why I won't kill myself, I realize I'm an asshole deep down. I won't kill myself, and the first reason to come to mind is think how many games, books music whatever you'll miss. Not don't kill yourself because you'll ruin the family.
 
λ-calculus

λ-calculus

Documenting my journey to the sewer
Oct 24, 2023
702
I honestly feel the same way, and in my opinion the bigger problem is that even if I want to escape the situation (which I do) it will require many years of crazy effort with basically no rewards. It'll be years of study slaving with nothing good on the side, no gf to make my life better, no fancy vacations, just years of studying with very little free time, all in the hopes that I'll be able to ascend to a higher social status once I get a degree. I honestly don't think I can make it, I don't think I can put up with all of this for years before I start reaping the rewards, hence why I just want to kill myself before failing again.
 
Polar-Z

Polar-Z

Goonin forward, troon a new page
Aug 3, 2023
2,151
Too many enemies irl for me to count. Killing myself will only make them rejoice more in my suffering. So I live. I suffer but I live.

Lmao imagine being spiteful towards a fuckin neet incel loser who's 5'4 all because he refuses to adhere to your social pressure of acting like a submissive cuck lol.

You guys have it easy if the only thing stopping you from roppin is family shame. I'd have killed myself years ago if I were in your shoes.
 
NekoRightsActivist

NekoRightsActivist

NEET
Jan 25, 2023
1,379
Read threads from @Zangano1 or from other incels. Not anything substantial but enough to comforts you, at least you know you won't get that low.
 
incelkingkong

incelkingkong

incel battle royale
Nov 28, 2020
5,731
stop crying privileged fagget

You can't regain the lost time or heal certain scars but it really isn't over till the fat neetgod sings
caged ty
agree with your post also
 
despera

despera

NEET
Jan 29, 2024
694
I feel like it will be my only viable option too, sooner or later. Fucked up so many opportunities and relationships. Wasted my potential. Regrets,disappointments, loneliness, anxiety and stress for smallest things. I cant take it anymore. Why im so unloveable, why did i proscrastinate everything? why was i born in a nepotistic third world shithole country?
 
scrungus

scrungus

sleepdisordercel
Jan 10, 2024
26
I would have probably blown my brains out a long time ago if I wasn't an only child and the fact I'm all my dad has. He works 60+ hours a week at his business to provide for his retarded disabled fat jobless son living in his basement. I feel so terrible but I can't take that from him, he is still happy to see me at the end of the day. He (smartly) got rid of all the guns in the house awhile ago, there are some nights when I really think about it hard though.
 
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