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neetDrakula7
NEET
- May 27, 2023
- 3,352
“Incels don’t try” is debunked, cause I was that guy.
I did everything I could. I tried thugmaxxing (and it worked for a while but it felt so fake it didn’t feel like me), I was doing this stupid fucking self improvement (which is an abbreviation for self hate), and some things I couldn’t even stay consistent on meaning it wasn’t my natural routine.
I know my situation. I am a 19 year old autistic basement dweller who is very ambitious yet lacks the ability to forfeit any endeavors. I do nothing all day but live in imagination, I masturbate all day, I do work, and I always feel uncomfortable in my own body.
I knew at the age of 16 that I will never have normal experiences and that I’ll always be disliked. I have poor motor skills and everyone knows but they don’t say anything about it.
This is my life. I’m the freak who lives in isolation from society and pumps out art for society to steal.
I did everything I could. I tried thugmaxxing (and it worked for a while but it felt so fake it didn’t feel like me), I was doing this stupid fucking self improvement (which is an abbreviation for self hate), and some things I couldn’t even stay consistent on meaning it wasn’t my natural routine.
I know my situation. I am a 19 year old autistic basement dweller who is very ambitious yet lacks the ability to forfeit any endeavors. I do nothing all day but live in imagination, I masturbate all day, I do work, and I always feel uncomfortable in my own body.
I knew at the age of 16 that I will never have normal experiences and that I’ll always be disliked. I have poor motor skills and everyone knows but they don’t say anything about it.
This is my life. I’m the freak who lives in isolation from society and pumps out art for society to steal.
