
SuckyCuckyDuck
NEET
- Jan 21, 2025
- 428
Is simply not choosing to exist really that difficult? I haven't had my sodium nitrite ship over to me yet(and I REALLY hope I receive it soon enough), but is simply not choosing to exist is somehow a crime(at least in the country I belong to)? You have women chanting around for consent over each and every iota of influence, yet the very basic consent to not exist simply is denied by all means necessary. What did I ever do to be born into this craphole? Plus I can't reconcile with the fact that I have to keep doing this for 60 fucking years ahead of me, being around shallow minded deluded people. What's worse? Historically life was even worse than this. I can't imagine being anxious of my foe feudal lords and monarchs ransacking my family and me, throw me down the brazen bull and take pleasure in my suffering. All the while I can't avoid this inescapable reality or else I fear I might get thrown down a gargantuan pit of fire. Universe is fucking vile. Fuck you God or whoever this collective consciousness is.