Venting It may sound bluepilled, but I am tired of being a burden to my father

[LDAR Expert]

I am a hikikomori loser NEET without friends and have never worked a job in my entire life.

I feel bad for my dad for being such a failure if only I could wageslave some mediocre job and get my own salary to cope with mangas or buy a new PC.

I feel like shit most days they pass by so fast because I'm not doing shit other than manga coping and consuming media.

My dad does not mind me not doing shit with my life however I feel guilty as bluepilled as it may sound.

 

[BadBrainsManlet]

My dad does not mind me not doing shit with my life

is that true or are you just coping? i cant see any parent being okay with their kid being a neet hiki loser

 

[LDAR Expert]

is that true or are you just coping? i cant see any parent being okay with their kid being a neet hiki loser

he does not pressure me but he probably feels disgust in one way or another. I've got other relatives that pressure me though.

 

[LDAR Expert]

is that true or are you just coping? i cant see any parent being okay with their kid being a neet hiki loser

Ive also got no money to afford anything at this point. Cannot go out and enjoy a goyslop meal , cannot afford cigarettes.

 

[OccitaNEET]

If you cant/dontwant to work, you can still help him around the house, cleaning, cooking, im sure he will like it

 

[Deleted member 2794]

Yeah I can relate, I just left the house today and I feel completely fucking useless, just thinking about renting a firearm or buying a black powder revolver and ending it within a few years. It’s completely over, I’m fucking ugly, NEET for 5+ years and useless.

I’ve got an ankle monitor so I’m basically got a metaphorical mark of the beast lol. My life is complete and utter garbage and I don’t want to stick around to see how it will play out. We’re just excess males, there’s no need for guys like us to exist at all. And if the surveillance is reading this no I do not intend on harming anyone so no need to show up at my door.

It’s fucking over dude I feel cursed just looking in the mirror, I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS FUCKING ATROCIOUS SUBHUMAN FLESH Mobile.

 

[jordan29]

is that true or are you just coping? i cant see any parent being okay with their kid being a neet hiki loser

Depends on the culture

I think in America it's pretty normal and parents are ok with it for the most part

 

[SuckyCuckyDuck]

I am a hikikomori loser NEET without friends and have never worked a job in my entire life.

I feel bad for my dad for being such a failure if only I could wageslave some mediocre job and get my own salary to cope with mangas or buy a new PC.

I feel like shit most days they pass by so fast because I'm not doing shit other than manga coping and consuming media.

My dad does not mind me not doing shit with my life however I feel guilty as bluepilled as it may sound.

Even I do mate. I'm such a burden to my family. I wish I could live similar to that Tad Kaczinsky guy(other than the terrorism part) where I'd get my own home in the woods living a minimalist lifestyle with myself and a fur friend{likely a dog(s)}.

Yet on the other hand, if I could work for some non-profit science agency I'd love that too. Not making some bourgeois fatter and yet contributing to the civilization.