Serious It was bad a few days ago, but I failed to stop. I’m at 5 days straight of a fapathon, close to deleting all the porn from my phone, and little sleep

Copexodius Maximus

Copexodius Maximus

Intergalactic Shitposting Abomination
Dec 2, 2020
1,972
It was bad a few days ago, but I failed to stop. I’m at 5 days straight of a fapathon and close to deleting all the porn from my phone, and I can’t sleep enough because I end up fapping again and again. I’m in extreme pain rn, as if someone tied a really tied rope around my head and is squeazing it super hard. The pain is almost unbearable, and interaction with the outside world is resulting in extreme headache. My eyes are rotting and look like I haven’t slept in days.

The worst part is I’m starting to see shadows and feel like bugs are attacking me. I’m swatting at the air like a madman, and when I get frustrated I stand up to see if they are actually there or not. I’m also hearing voices that sound like whispering coming from our underground basement. Idk if someone is playing a prank, but it feels like I can almost hear what they’re saying but it’s too soft. But when I ask other people, they say they hear nothing. I also feel like spiders are constantly walking on my skin, so I’m panic scratching and trying to catch them only to find nothing there.
 
THE NEWer HONKLER

THE NEWer HONKLER

NEET
Aug 13, 2022
3,538
nofap is bullshit i couldnt go a month when i was on 24/7 supervision in hospital i still wanked one under the sheets even with eyes on me idc anyone who says they do no nut november without nutting is a larp
 
NeverEndingWinter

NeverEndingWinter

Kingpin
Dec 7, 2020
6,113
nofap is bullshit i couldnt go a month when i was on 24/7 supervision in hospital i still wanked one under the sheets even with eyes on me idc anyone who says they do no nut november without nutting is a larp
B38
 
Copexodius Maximus

Copexodius Maximus

Intergalactic Shitposting Abomination
Dec 2, 2020
1,972
nofap is bullshit i couldnt go a month when i was on 24/7 supervision in hospital i still wanked one under the sheets even with eyes on me idc anyone who says they do no nut november without nutting is a larp
Cope, there are ascended perma no fappers. You are just an addict, just not as bad as me.

My eyes were once regularly crusty from suich behavior.
I have that too. What is that?
 
goetie

goetie

Hoes Ain't Loyal
Aug 28, 2022
177
It was bad a few days ago, but I failed to stop. I’m at 5 days straight of a fapathon and close to deleting all the porn from my phone, and I can’t sleep enough because I end up fapping again and again. I’m in extreme pain rn, as if someone tied a really tied rope around my head and is squeazing it super hard. The pain is almost unbearable, and interaction with the outside world is resulting in extreme headache. My eyes are rotting and look like I haven’t slept in days.

The worst part is I’m starting to see shadows and feel like bugs are attacking me. I’m swatting at the air like a madman, and when I get frustrated I stand up to see if they are actually there or not. I’m also hearing voices that sound like whispering coming from our underground basement. Idk if someone is playing a prank, but it feels like I can almost hear what they’re saying but it’s too soft. But when I ask other people, they say they hear nothing. I also feel like spiders are constantly walking on my skin, so I’m panic scratching and trying to catch them only to find nothing there.
I think social Anxiety must be the biggest issue i guess
 
Asylum Patient

Asylum Patient

I wish I was Dutch
May 13, 2021
2,945
antidepressants are a scam for most people, unless you actually have low serotonin levels in the brain (which most people don’t). They simply live a life which is not the way we were meant to live
I think I have this. The only time I feel somewhat calm or dare I say content is after an intense workout or running in the forest. And even that effect wears of after a few hours. But thats probably more endorphins and not serotonin right? Always confuse the two.
 
Copexodius Maximus

Copexodius Maximus

Intergalactic Shitposting Abomination
Dec 2, 2020
1,972
I think I have this. The only time I feel somewhat calm or dare I say content is after an intense workout or running in the forest. And even that effect wears of after a few hours. But thats probably more endorphins and not serotonin right? Always confuse the two.
Yeah, endorphins are just natural opioids
 
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