Pale God
Genius
- Feb 21, 2023
- 5,145
I also had some weird nightmare which looked like Fist of the North Star's setting but I.was in control of the dream and saw it from 3rd person perspective and knew it wasn't real and was dreaming right now.
After that I just thought about how I am.probably still gonna be in a similar situation like right now in a couple year or for example a decade.
I also think qbout how corrupt the system is every single day and nothing will change for the better anyway because the masses are dumb.
Finally it's about I'll most likely never have some relationship again like the one when I was 14/15. I really wanna date a White girl with blue eyes, a cute, small slope nose and a pretty face but they are basically way too hard to get for someone in my situation. They would also not really be pure probably since they would have fucked dozens of other guys before already probably.
Biggest futility of it all is dying at some point and forgetting everything you did all your life anyway. So nothing really matters in the grand schemw of things.
After that I just thought about how I am.probably still gonna be in a similar situation like right now in a couple year or for example a decade.
I also think qbout how corrupt the system is every single day and nothing will change for the better anyway because the masses are dumb.
Finally it's about I'll most likely never have some relationship again like the one when I was 14/15. I really wanna date a White girl with blue eyes, a cute, small slope nose and a pretty face but they are basically way too hard to get for someone in my situation. They would also not really be pure probably since they would have fucked dozens of other guys before already probably.
Biggest futility of it all is dying at some point and forgetting everything you did all your life anyway. So nothing really matters in the grand schemw of things.