lunin7
NEET
- May 27, 2023
- 3,559
all the ugly, dumb, and weak people have to die out, and when you realize you are one if not all of these, you are just better off dead because your life is simply not worth living. most of us here shouldn't be alive and i hate my parents for it, because not only did they bring me into a dysfunctional fatherless home where i didn't have a father teach me the importance of life, but i was also born average to below average autistic. this is the truth of my life, i am a genetic dead end and i'll probably never reproduce. it doesn't seem possible to me. i am doing better with money and everything of that sort so i can atleast live a quiet and happy life, but theres always this reminder in the back of my head that i am not apart of the pack in society, and that i will be forced to be in isolation.
my whole life i've been bullied, even still to this day at 19 i'm bullied by my friends, my step father, my little brother, no girls like me and when they do at first they realize how autistic i am and they subsequently reside from my presence. the reality is that autistic people, down syndrome people, adhd people, all of these people need to be killed in mass numbers, because their lives are simply not worth living. and actually some conditions such as adhd and ocd are learned behaviors meaning they are caused by dysunction but autism is a genetic abominating condition that digusts everyone, even adhd people dont like autistic people.
highschool was the worst time for me, especially my senior year. Because that's when I realized that no matter what I do, no matter the choices I make, society will view me like the piece of shit they always have. They will continue to bully me, they will continue to harass me and make me purposefully uncomfortable, they will forever acknowledge that i am socially retarded, so all i can do is do what i love doing, i love making experimental music, i love creating 3d models, and i love reminiscing about murder. I have nothing to loose socially, so the solution for me is to again live a quiet life away from everyone.
for anyone who is genetically dead end such as myself; we never had a chance in this mainstream society, i watch all the neurotypicals around me and they have thrilling lives, large social circles, teen pregnancy, living in blissful ignorance. The way society treated me was the main reason I started to question it, I started to question why I am being treated like shit (of course I am an asshole myself if im treated like shit) and i know a lot about society because of my isolation and mistreatment, so in a way my bullying is a blessing in disguise, cause i wasn't weak enough to kill myself because thats the whole purpose of bullying is so they can get you to kill yourself and rid your inferior genes.
I don't have much else to say expect that it's over.
my whole life i've been bullied, even still to this day at 19 i'm bullied by my friends, my step father, my little brother, no girls like me and when they do at first they realize how autistic i am and they subsequently reside from my presence. the reality is that autistic people, down syndrome people, adhd people, all of these people need to be killed in mass numbers, because their lives are simply not worth living. and actually some conditions such as adhd and ocd are learned behaviors meaning they are caused by dysunction but autism is a genetic abominating condition that digusts everyone, even adhd people dont like autistic people.
highschool was the worst time for me, especially my senior year. Because that's when I realized that no matter what I do, no matter the choices I make, society will view me like the piece of shit they always have. They will continue to bully me, they will continue to harass me and make me purposefully uncomfortable, they will forever acknowledge that i am socially retarded, so all i can do is do what i love doing, i love making experimental music, i love creating 3d models, and i love reminiscing about murder. I have nothing to loose socially, so the solution for me is to again live a quiet life away from everyone.
for anyone who is genetically dead end such as myself; we never had a chance in this mainstream society, i watch all the neurotypicals around me and they have thrilling lives, large social circles, teen pregnancy, living in blissful ignorance. The way society treated me was the main reason I started to question it, I started to question why I am being treated like shit (of course I am an asshole myself if im treated like shit) and i know a lot about society because of my isolation and mistreatment, so in a way my bullying is a blessing in disguise, cause i wasn't weak enough to kill myself because thats the whole purpose of bullying is so they can get you to kill yourself and rid your inferior genes.
I don't have much else to say expect that it's over.
