Venting Living in desolation

[OgreSlayer]

I've been shut-in for around year now, I only leave my room out of necessity, each day slips by, indistinguishable and desolate. Every day I wake up, I play videogames and scroll the internet for the entire day, I only have one meal daily, I don't have a sleep schedule. Rinse and repeat

I've been socially isolated for years, I haven't had a friend since middle school, I can't remember the last real conversation I've had, I've forgotten the faces of the people I went to school with, the only real people I (rarely) interact with are my parents, I've lived in a similar fashion for several years, the only difference is that I'm a NEET now.

I lay here every day wallowing in this agonizing misery

 

[ZiggyStardust]

welcome back crazy samurai

 

[RNT]

welcome back crazy samurai

Nah, he was constantly leaving his cave and then posting threads like these:

jbs are insanley low inhib and give you direct ioi’s

Im 24 and recently ive been getting alot of jb iois , etc . I notice that whenever a group of younger girls walk past me i get eye contact, stop and stare , giggling , laughing etc but whenever i get near a woman my age that i find fairly attractive they pretend like they dont see me etc , had...

neets.net

You just downplay how crazy the guy is. He was seeing a psychiatrist (not psychologist) and got refused his service. He was taking some meds that "destroyed his brain".

You were not talking to someone anywhere near normal.

 

[Deleted member 2481]

I've been shut-in for around year now, I only leave my room out of necessity, each day slips by, indistinguishable and desolate. Every day I wake up, I play videogames and scroll the internet for the entire day, I only have one meal daily, I don't have a sleep schedule. Rinse and repeat

I've been socially isolated for years, I haven't had a friend since middle school, I can't remember the last real conversation I've had, I've forgotten the faces of the people I went to school with, the only real people I (rarely) interact with are my parents, I've lived in a similar fashion for several years, the only difference is that I'm a NEET now.

I lay here every day wallowing in this agonizing misery

How old are you? Did you go to hs/ uni ?

 

[OgreSlayer]

How old are you? Did you go to hs/ uni ?

Currently I'm 18, I dropped out of school when I was 17, hence why I've been this way for around a year now

Becoming a drop-out didn't change much in my life, I didn't have any friends past middle school and got bullied on a daily basis due to my appearance, I had around 2 years left before completion but decided to give up because I couldn't handle being pushed around anymore

 

[MelaninQueen]

We can't help you on overcoming these problems. If you ever want to improve for some reason, you'll have to put in some work. There's more to life than trivial things like wageslaving and dating, but you'll still need a job in order to survive in this garbage modern society In fact, modern jobs do actually feel unnatural to me on a certain extent and I'm sure you can also relate to these thoughts.