Stupid Clown
Hate is a scar that can never heal
- Jun 20, 2024
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When I was a kid my more attractive brother would always get more attention from girls, better treatment by parents, more praise by random strangers, etc, etc... I never realized why this was. I just assumed I was doing something wrong. Meanwhile I was being harshly bullied, parents got onto me often for small things and never got even a glance from random girls in stores or other places like my brother.
Another thing I was failing at as a child was education. I couldn't get even passing grades for the life of me. My memory was shit. It took untill age 12 for me to learn how to tie my shoes. My parents would always lecture me for this and tell me to try harder. Yet no matter how hard I tried I would always fail. Being naive I was convinced the reason I was failing intellectually was because I was somehow being subconsciously lazy. It wasn't untill I took an IQ test at 17 that I realized I was fucking retarded.
It's funny that as children our parents tell us we're capable of anything. Then as time goes on you experience a sinking feeling and come to the unfortunate realization that you're a genetic fluke.
Another thing I was failing at as a child was education. I couldn't get even passing grades for the life of me. My memory was shit. It took untill age 12 for me to learn how to tie my shoes. My parents would always lecture me for this and tell me to try harder. Yet no matter how hard I tried I would always fail. Being naive I was convinced the reason I was failing intellectually was because I was somehow being subconsciously lazy. It wasn't untill I took an IQ test at 17 that I realized I was fucking retarded.
It's funny that as children our parents tell us we're capable of anything. Then as time goes on you experience a sinking feeling and come to the unfortunate realization that you're a genetic fluke.
