Asylum Patient
I want money
- May 13, 2021
- 4,340
You know, I was actually doing pretty ok in the last weeks. But if you have suffered from isolation and existential thoughts for over a decade, you know that it doesn't take much to completely kill all your mood and progress in an instant. People like us are constantly walking on thin ice. This was the case again when I read about this major leak showing some of the top Twitch streamers payouts. There is actually a whole lot of data (125 GB) gathered by this leak which could be something for other discussions but lets just look at the payouts.
Total payouts from August 2019 until October 2021:
September 2021 monthly payout:
Important note: These numbers might be just the tip of the iceberg, they do not include donations, merchandise, other revenues like YouTube for example, sponsorships, Onlyfans etc... I checked some of them out, there is a streamer who basically just licks her microphone the whole time...makes $92K a month. Let that sink in. There are waste pickers in India who collect plastic waste and other trash items to sell it to recyclers just so they can buy their family a slice of bread. Us neets are getting mentally terrorized by the government and jobcenter, some of us are being forced into seasonal working, wasting our time and our payouts are shit.
All of this just makes me feel old, depressed, foreign, completely detached from both reality and society. And I don't want to live on this planet anymore. Its a shame that the world didn't end in 2012. I'm so full of envy and anger. Why even keep working a shitty part time job? Fuck everything.
Total payouts from August 2019 until October 2021:
September 2021 monthly payout:
Important note: These numbers might be just the tip of the iceberg, they do not include donations, merchandise, other revenues like YouTube for example, sponsorships, Onlyfans etc... I checked some of them out, there is a streamer who basically just licks her microphone the whole time...makes $92K a month. Let that sink in. There are waste pickers in India who collect plastic waste and other trash items to sell it to recyclers just so they can buy their family a slice of bread. Us neets are getting mentally terrorized by the government and jobcenter, some of us are being forced into seasonal working, wasting our time and our payouts are shit.
All of this just makes me feel old, depressed, foreign, completely detached from both reality and society. And I don't want to live on this planet anymore. Its a shame that the world didn't end in 2012. I'm so full of envy and anger. Why even keep working a shitty part time job? Fuck everything.
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