anon1822thirdaccoun
NEET
- Nov 12, 2022
- 136
A few hours ago, I was posting about death and shit.
Now I feel a zest for life, an ambition to create and build and grow.
What the fuck? How does this shit happen without you even knowing? Such a radical transformation, I thought I was immune to this kind of shit. Weird. I guess it's cause I spend all my time, for years now, just lying in bed with my laptop, that I don't really notice my own moods. Cause I look and feel emotionless, but I guess nobody is truly emotionless. It's just that you don't realize you're experiencing emotions. Or wait, am I the only one dumb enough not to realize that I'm feeling emotions?
Now I feel a zest for life, an ambition to create and build and grow.
What the fuck? How does this shit happen without you even knowing? Such a radical transformation, I thought I was immune to this kind of shit. Weird. I guess it's cause I spend all my time, for years now, just lying in bed with my laptop, that I don't really notice my own moods. Cause I look and feel emotionless, but I guess nobody is truly emotionless. It's just that you don't realize you're experiencing emotions. Or wait, am I the only one dumb enough not to realize that I'm feeling emotions?
