Discussion Most schizo autistic woman ever- she thought women were a cosmic curse and killed herself

[Riddler]

Valerie Lindner

Tl:dr she's an autistic schizoid who was bitten by tics as a young girl. High IQ with physics degrees but she also hated being a woman apparently, wrote essays on why women aren't based with titles like "on the female problem"

She committed suicide because of this lol. She imagined a fantasy romance as a teen where a man falls in love with an androgynous alien because apparently that's rhe ideal romance

: She realized that feminism was no solution to the female problem. She wanted those women who were not content with their disadvantages to understand the true source of their discontent and to stop fruitlessly and counterproductively blaming men. The solution must begin with a full recognition of the problem and understanding of its causes. As solutions, she envisioned hormonal manipulation in utero and/or later in life (mostly higher testosterone levels), and eventually genetic engineering to allow females to be as strong, courageous, inventive, and productive as men, yet still be able to produce and feed babies. We humans have decided to interfere with Nature in many ways, why not change ourselves? She collected and read many papers and books on this subject.

She also said nigger and other funny stuff

 

[General Alek]

gf material tbh

 

[Riddler]

gf material tbh

Shame we couldn't have saved her

Honorary man tbh

 

[Disorder]

The femcel

 

[hikikomori]

male brain in a female body

 

[Pale God]

Sounds accurate. Them being a cosmic curse.

 

[Pale God]

The funny part is her face already looked manly from my point of view at least.

 

[Riddler]

Been reading more of her stuff. She's like an inverse version of me. A high T woman vs a low T /high E guy

s. She literally did not
get to join the human club. She was an outsider and therefore saw human beings and their
sexual dimorphism objectively--as if an alien came to Earth to study us. She hated being
born female because women have evolved to make and care for babies, not to be effective
builders, creators, fighters, etc. She felt that men were the real humans, and women a sort
of necessary adjunct in order to produce children. She believed that she was unlovable and
she anticipated rejection by everyone--no matter how often they welcomed her and
enjoyed her presence. The only things that helped her attachment disorder--the problem
that caused her worst mental suffering--were romantic fantasies where she could feel a
connection to very unusual androgynous aliens or young men. While she hated herself and
all men and women--she could be attracted to a male if she could convince herself that he
was female. He had to have very interesting features too--that she could find intellectually
interesting. Romance is the second chance a person gets at attachment to others.
However, her appearance changes and age made her certain that she could not attract the
extremely rare young male she might be attracted to. She often called herself "human
garbage" due to her appearance and disabili

Her dad wrote this before she roped. She apparently took steroids and prog E(peaty) @Neet194012940

That site run by her dad is the only record of her basically because she was a shut in neet. It's actually compiled 4chan posts

This thread is most that's been said about her since she roped last year probably

/Angry thoughts of today: Was particularly angry about being a woman and how much I
hate EVERYTHING about it, as I have since I was 11. This was partly triggered by the Quora
threads I read yesterday and the stuff I saw on Poldark tonight, all of which reminded me
that everything about being female is designed to make you feel submissive and powerless
and inferior and need to be dominated/cared for by a male. (I noticed this when I was
around 12/14 and it made me decide that I wanted to have NOTHING to do with female
feelings, sexuality, being the female in a relationship with a guy, etc. Wanted to chop off all
my female organs or at least hide them. In my story at the time, I made ND a crossdresser
who was terrified of anyone finding out he's a girl.) It is unavoidable, even in sex and mating.
Everything about it is designed to work against the individual and force her to be a baby-
making baby-raising slave instead of a person who is capable of and interested in
accomplishing ANYTHING els

Ngl I basically feel about being black the way she feels about being female. Reality is she IQmogs 90% of black/brown men(shes half arab)


She kinda looks like megan roche

I might update this thread with her writings so incase her dad's boomer site goes down. Her memory isn't lost

 

[Neet194012940]

it's more than a little ironic then that we're only discussing her because she was female. If she was born as a biological male, her story would be of no interest, perhaps even to her own father who most definitely would not had such a close dynamic with him (her). Probably would have seen him (her) as somewhat of an NEET embarrassment and only begrudgingly care for him. There would certainly be no photo gallery.

 

[Deleted member 2463]

male brain in a female body

Female superiority

 

[Riddler]

it's more than a little ironic then that we're only discussing her because she was female. If she was born as a biological male, her story would be of no interest, perhaps even to her own father who most definitely would not had such a close dynamic with him (her). Probably would have seen him (her) as somewhat of an NEET embarrassment and only begrudgingly care for him. There would certainly be no photo gallery.

True. I think similarly of myself. I remember @Thadman said I look like "a typical black woman" but really, what would that garner me? Some would say an easier life, which is debatable, but whatever comfort would be that alloted by me, not my choice. Countless women who look like me are single mothers.

Because anyone who knows me will tell you there's nothing typical about me, by design. For men, sure we start at 0 and can crater harder than others, but the cool thing is alot of it is by our design. Even for chad, Tom Brady is Tom brady and not a washed up chad because of his decisions. Leo doesn't show up to one auditon, he's not leo.

Because yiu could also say contrapoints or hunter Schafer or whoever have to leverage being male at birth, otherwise they're weird looking women. Women's status is largely alloted to them by hierarchies set up by men. Sometimes that means sexy ladies have it better than incels, but that's not a big picture thing

.countless guys here will say hurr durr lives better as a girl but for people like me and her, were so close to being the opposite sex, it's less a what if. That can cause anxiety or self love depending on the person

 

[Deleted member 934]

Based Tool fan

 

[Deleted member 2463]

She was right. We are all cosmic curses, I doubt if you know how to read books to find out.