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Kaz
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- Nov 29, 2020
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My mom always called me a weirdo from the age of 4. Her sisters did this too and their children adopted this behavior and outcasted me from the beginning. When I was 8, my mother started teaching me how to not embarrass her. I needed to keep my mouth shut and stay out of sight until guests leave.
When I was 13 she let my stepfather verbally abuse me, for example calling me faggot because I didn't want to go swimming with my stepbrother. He claimed it was because I was afraid that I'll get an erection with him. My stepbrother was 7 at the time and I am not gay. Sometimes my stepdad would lightly slap me if said something back.
When I was 15, my mom tried to hit me. I grabbed her arm and she told my stepdad. He came and trashed my video games. I had zero escapism so I was forced to stay in my room staring at the ceiling with my thoughts. I couldn't even go outside because the whole town of the same age group laughed at me. After all, I never had money and walked around in my older brother's old clothes.
When I was 17-18 I escaped and took neetbux.
At the age of 26, my mother called and apologized to me. I lied and forgave her. I don't have any loving memories of my mother. She called again a year ago that my stepsister wants to meet me, she's 18 now. I told my mom that because of the corona, I try to avoid contact. In reality, I fucking hate females with every fiber in my body. No matter who it is, once you get to know me, they are nice to you when they need something and then dumb you. Women are such disgusting beings that I have never in my life even seen a video about a redeemable woman. When I once visited a single mom, her children came to the kitchen and she started to order them around while biting her teeth together. Many don't believe when guys denied sex, but all I wanted to do is turn the stove on to fry her abusive face on it.
No matter if it's your mom, aunt, cousin, coworker, or boss. When it's a female they'll use and abuse you, sooner or later. My mother never knew me, nor did she ever wanted to.
When I was 13 she let my stepfather verbally abuse me, for example calling me faggot because I didn't want to go swimming with my stepbrother. He claimed it was because I was afraid that I'll get an erection with him. My stepbrother was 7 at the time and I am not gay. Sometimes my stepdad would lightly slap me if said something back.
When I was 15, my mom tried to hit me. I grabbed her arm and she told my stepdad. He came and trashed my video games. I had zero escapism so I was forced to stay in my room staring at the ceiling with my thoughts. I couldn't even go outside because the whole town of the same age group laughed at me. After all, I never had money and walked around in my older brother's old clothes.
When I was 17-18 I escaped and took neetbux.
At the age of 26, my mother called and apologized to me. I lied and forgave her. I don't have any loving memories of my mother. She called again a year ago that my stepsister wants to meet me, she's 18 now. I told my mom that because of the corona, I try to avoid contact. In reality, I fucking hate females with every fiber in my body. No matter who it is, once you get to know me, they are nice to you when they need something and then dumb you. Women are such disgusting beings that I have never in my life even seen a video about a redeemable woman. When I once visited a single mom, her children came to the kitchen and she started to order them around while biting her teeth together. Many don't believe when guys denied sex, but all I wanted to do is turn the stove on to fry her abusive face on it.
No matter if it's your mom, aunt, cousin, coworker, or boss. When it's a female they'll use and abuse you, sooner or later. My mother never knew me, nor did she ever wanted to.
