frightfulcel
pyramidcel
- Sep 9, 2022
- 1,670
When I found out about the black pill in late 2018 it all clicked instantly. I had known about a "effect" that I could not describe, as in I knew that there was a factor outside of my control which is why people had hostile interactions with me regardless of what I did, even though other people would do the same things or say similar things. I had no name for it, only that there was some logic behind it.
Upon finding out about the black pill I became depresed, I was mentally messed up at the time and finding out about the black pill at that time was maybe too much for my 17 year old self, however likely needed at the time.
Upon browsing content I came across an image
I realized that it was possible to get surgery to correct your facial deformaties. Suddenly I had a rush of endorphines. Really, within those 24 hours I had all the knowledge I needed to know. I had also at the time started some side hussles and was making decent money for my age. If I was conscientious I would have made a plan to save up money in order to get these surgeries. However the issues were that I was too neurotic plus all the dairy I was eating clouded my mind at the time.
Through being a NEET all my side hussle money is gone, and all together it could have easily payed for surgeries. It would have only been a few years of saving up and then getting what I wanted. It would have given me a goal, a drive to achieve something. Perhaps with this grand plan in mind I would have been motivated to get through academia with this in mind.
I don't blame my teenage self though, I feel like I did the best with my state at the time. However from now on I'm going to do everything in my power to get a bimax, there is nothing else I can think of that will improve my life more than this. I hope to make updates and also some motivaitonal threads in the future!
Even though the black pill is true, LDAR is not always a good idea.
Upon finding out about the black pill I became depresed, I was mentally messed up at the time and finding out about the black pill at that time was maybe too much for my 17 year old self, however likely needed at the time.
Upon browsing content I came across an image
I realized that it was possible to get surgery to correct your facial deformaties. Suddenly I had a rush of endorphines. Really, within those 24 hours I had all the knowledge I needed to know. I had also at the time started some side hussles and was making decent money for my age. If I was conscientious I would have made a plan to save up money in order to get these surgeries. However the issues were that I was too neurotic plus all the dairy I was eating clouded my mind at the time.
Through being a NEET all my side hussle money is gone, and all together it could have easily payed for surgeries. It would have only been a few years of saving up and then getting what I wanted. It would have given me a goal, a drive to achieve something. Perhaps with this grand plan in mind I would have been motivated to get through academia with this in mind.
I don't blame my teenage self though, I feel like I did the best with my state at the time. However from now on I'm going to do everything in my power to get a bimax, there is nothing else I can think of that will improve my life more than this. I hope to make updates and also some motivaitonal threads in the future!
Even though the black pill is true, LDAR is not always a good idea.
ggs
