
glitch
total foid death
- Sep 9, 2023
- 3,764
This girl gave me a taste of what love could feel like for a couple of weeks and now I can't cope with my life. No foid has shown such interest in conversing with me. And now I just feel sad as fuck and I have multiple panic attacks every day because I have absolutely nobody. My brain is desperately searching for someone to talk to but nobody is there. Everyone I try to talk to gives me dry responses. Now I know the problem is me though because everyone has the capacity to act interested in me but nobody wants to because I'm ugly genetic waste. The one old friend I have who's usually happy to talk to me has left me on read. I don't even wanna drink now because it makes my panic attacks so much worse. I've been a neet rotter for 2 years now but only now have I reached such an uncomfortable state. Every second I don't have media to focus on I'm either about to cry or panicking and anxious. I don't wanna rope though because I still have hope that a girl will come along and give me the whole experience of loving someone at a reasonably young age, even though it's so unlikely to happen