LonelyLostman
NEET
- Jul 27, 2022
- 861
I have no good life plan that makes life seem worth living. Let me preface:
I’m 19 and have some mental health issues, plus addiction. Even after tackling this I’m still depressed as fucking hell, I feel like I fucked up my youth, back when I was in school I had the chance to study and social max but I wasted it. Now I’m stuck with bad body dysmorphia from being on these forumns and it’s putting me in an even worse feedback loop seeing guys who look average or ugly, living their lives and thinking about stupid shit I did to lose weight like amohetamines and starve. I feel like I wasted so much mental energy and did risky substances to lose weight and to numb my lonliness from never having any friends or anyone in my life. Now im 19 with a fucked life so young, no friends, no prospects and no happiness. Any advice is honestly appreciated since im paralzyed by which decisions to make in these years, out of fear of regret but also out of fear of trying and still failing and being an even bigger disappointment to myself.
@Looksmax Refugee
@Neetgod
@PointOfNoReturn
@Lain
@seji
I’m 19 and have some mental health issues, plus addiction. Even after tackling this I’m still depressed as fucking hell, I feel like I fucked up my youth, back when I was in school I had the chance to study and social max but I wasted it. Now I’m stuck with bad body dysmorphia from being on these forumns and it’s putting me in an even worse feedback loop seeing guys who look average or ugly, living their lives and thinking about stupid shit I did to lose weight like amohetamines and starve. I feel like I wasted so much mental energy and did risky substances to lose weight and to numb my lonliness from never having any friends or anyone in my life. Now im 19 with a fucked life so young, no friends, no prospects and no happiness. Any advice is honestly appreciated since im paralzyed by which decisions to make in these years, out of fear of regret but also out of fear of trying and still failing and being an even bigger disappointment to myself.
@Looksmax Refugee
@Neetgod
@PointOfNoReturn
@Lain
@seji