Venting My final post| how I got where I am.

Stupid Clown

Stupid Clown

I'm fucking the foid in my PFP
Jun 20, 2024
964
I hope mods ban me. I can't stand this forum any longer mentally. Seeing people post about their exes is too much as well. No place for an incel. I want to make a request but I'm scared accurate dud is about to dox me
 
IGiveUp

IGiveUp

What is Love?
Sep 11, 2021
11,469
CruxGammata said:
Attention troons prefer to request a ban
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He’s going to later on complain that no place accepts him, maybe he will get a high off of that
Stupid Clown said:
Could you ensure accurate dud doesn't dox me?
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I can’t assure anything but if he share public information sure depending if it wasn’t already leaked by you before
 
Muttcel Foid Killer

Muttcel Foid Killer

185cm
Feb 13, 2024
8,015
Stupid Clown said:
This will be my last post and the contents of it will result in my ban. I hope this post serves as an explanation to everyone I've known for the past two years as to how I got to where I am now.


Around four years ago I was in contacts with a girl I met on discord. We communicated every day and any time I'd be slow to respond she would spam me with messages. The girl was absolutely obsessed with me. One day this girl asked me what I looked like. She sent a picture of herself. (She was overweight and unattractive) And I responded in kind. She asked me if I was a meme and then blocked me. This was utterly devastating for me. I couldn't take it and broke down emotionally. At that point I was a social outcast everywhere, her blocking me was my last social connection cutting me off.


I fell into depression and started interacting with normie discord servers. A girl there asked me what I looked like, I sent her my face, she leaked it, and the entire server mocked me calling me a downy. This was just too much. I realized at this point that I would never have sex with a woman. In defeat I started interacting with the virgin and forever alone subreddits. At one point I received vicious responses from a user who told me I wasn't entitled to anything and that I should stop whining. I visited their profile out of curiosity and came upon the subreddit incel tears. I browsed it and realized that most of the posts they were mocking weren't even misogynistic or edgy. They were just guys venting.



After seeing this I would then start lurking incels.is. For awhile this would be my only contact with human society. I would spend my days napping, watching hentai, and then browsing .is. While browsing.is I would come upon a thread that brought me immense hope. The thread created by it's over about geomaxing. Feeling my resolve revived I decided to garner some social interaction. However seeing as how at this point I was still iffy on joining anything incel related I would instead choose to join some 4chan discord servers and this is where everything gets significantly worse.


I again made the same mistake of sending a girl my face, yet again she leaked it and the entire server started mocking me. Despite the boost in life fuel the prospect of geomaxing gave me I realized yet again at this point no woman would ever find me attractive and it hurt. It hurts very bad. I stayed on that server for a bit and they trashed me every day. The only user who was nice to me was a guy who told me I had a cute face. After posting my body for the first time in the physique section of the forum this guy would dm and told me "you have 0 chances with a girl but I find you cute."


I wasn't gay but I was desperate for any human validation or attraction. I sent him the pictures and videos he requested and he would reward me with compliments. At that point I would join incels.is and start trolling pretending to be gay despite not actually feeling these things. Part of me was trying to force myself to be gay because I had no chance with foids but it never worked.


Then something horrible happened. This guy turned out to be trolling me the whole time. He was sending everything I sent him to a group chat and mocking me.

I was completely broken again. Even tho I wasn't gay being rejected by fags was damaging to my ego. I thought fags were supposed to not be as picky as women?


I left the server and would then delve into incel servers. Long story short I started a server with another guy and he backstabbed me in the end. This server would constantly humiliate and mock my face and I started jestermaxxing for attention. Completely and utterly humiliating. Eventually after being betrayed by my friend I left mind broken. I tried coping in several ways afterwards, one was geomaxing. I tried contacting Filipino girls. They all told me I was ugly and blocked me. The other way was posting my body on 4chan and shilling myself out to fags. They all rejected and insulted me. I was desperate for any human validation or approval at this point.


This is when I joined incels.is. After spending some time in the forums I finally felt like I found somewhere where I belonged. I met many users there I'd consider friends. However over time the forum started boring me. Users I like started getting banned and it became more obsessed with race wars than inceldom. Then I would fall into another unfortunate and humiliating rabbit hole. Looksmax.org. I became a bit of a lol cow there. I was insulted so much that I became desperate for validation again and started fag posting hoping I'd get even a morsel of praise. What I got was humiliation and the forum left me feeling like shit. From here I would go into complete self destruction mode. I started posting myself on 4chan, discord servers, anywhere and everywhere hoping for approval. The result was always the same. Insults and mockery.


Even worse is I was failing to make social connections. Even on .is every conversation I had ended in being ghosted. Then this year of course as you know my life began to fall apart more.


I self orchestrated my own demise on .is by provoking mods. I did so because I thought that I would have a new start away from the forums. That start failed and in the end here I am. Utterly humiliated with both incels and normies and foids trying to ruin my life. The moral of the story is that if you're a truecel give up you'll never be accepted.
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welp see ya tomorrow
 
Muttcel Foid Killer

Muttcel Foid Killer

185cm
Feb 13, 2024
8,015
Stupid Clown said:
This will be my last post and the contents of it will result in my ban. I hope this post serves as an explanation to everyone I've known for the past two years as to how I got to where I am now.


Around four years ago I was in contacts with a girl I met on discord. We communicated every day and any time I'd be slow to respond she would spam me with messages. The girl was absolutely obsessed with me. One day this girl asked me what I looked like. She sent a picture of herself. (She was overweight and unattractive) And I responded in kind. She asked me if I was a meme and then blocked me. This was utterly devastating for me. I couldn't take it and broke down emotionally. At that point I was a social outcast everywhere, her blocking me was my last social connection cutting me off.


I fell into depression and started interacting with normie discord servers. A girl there asked me what I looked like, I sent her my face, she leaked it, and the entire server mocked me calling me a downy. This was just too much. I realized at this point that I would never have sex with a woman. In defeat I started interacting with the virgin and forever alone subreddits. At one point I received vicious responses from a user who told me I wasn't entitled to anything and that I should stop whining. I visited their profile out of curiosity and came upon the subreddit incel tears. I browsed it and realized that most of the posts they were mocking weren't even misogynistic or edgy. They were just guys venting.



After seeing this I would then start lurking incels.is. For awhile this would be my only contact with human society. I would spend my days napping, watching hentai, and then browsing .is. While browsing.is I would come upon a thread that brought me immense hope. The thread created by it's over about geomaxing. Feeling my resolve revived I decided to garner some social interaction. However seeing as how at this point I was still iffy on joining anything incel related I would instead choose to join some 4chan discord servers and this is where everything gets significantly worse.


I again made the same mistake of sending a girl my face, yet again she leaked it and the entire server started mocking me. Despite the boost in life fuel the prospect of geomaxing gave me I realized yet again at this point no woman would ever find me attractive and it hurt. It hurts very bad. I stayed on that server for a bit and they trashed me every day. The only user who was nice to me was a guy who told me I had a cute face. After posting my body for the first time in the physique section of the forum this guy would dm and told me "you have 0 chances with a girl but I find you cute."


I wasn't gay but I was desperate for any human validation or attraction. I sent him the pictures and videos he requested and he would reward me with compliments. At that point I would join incels.is and start trolling pretending to be gay despite not actually feeling these things. Part of me was trying to force myself to be gay because I had no chance with foids but it never worked.


Then something horrible happened. This guy turned out to be trolling me the whole time. He was sending everything I sent him to a group chat and mocking me.

I was completely broken again. Even tho I wasn't gay being rejected by fags was damaging to my ego. I thought fags were supposed to not be as picky as women?


I left the server and would then delve into incel servers. Long story short I started a server with another guy and he backstabbed me in the end. This server would constantly humiliate and mock my face and I started jestermaxxing for attention. Completely and utterly humiliating. Eventually after being betrayed by my friend I left mind broken. I tried coping in several ways afterwards, one was geomaxing. I tried contacting Filipino girls. They all told me I was ugly and blocked me. The other way was posting my body on 4chan and shilling myself out to fags. They all rejected and insulted me. I was desperate for any human validation or approval at this point.


This is when I joined incels.is. After spending some time in the forums I finally felt like I found somewhere where I belonged. I met many users there I'd consider friends. However over time the forum started boring me. Users I like started getting banned and it became more obsessed with race wars than inceldom. Then I would fall into another unfortunate and humiliating rabbit hole. Looksmax.org. I became a bit of a lol cow there. I was insulted so much that I became desperate for validation again and started fag posting hoping I'd get even a morsel of praise. What I got was humiliation and the forum left me feeling like shit. From here I would go into complete self destruction mode. I started posting myself on 4chan, discord servers, anywhere and everywhere hoping for approval. The result was always the same. Insults and mockery.


Even worse is I was failing to make social connections. Even on .is every conversation I had ended in being ghosted. Then this year of course as you know my life began to fall apart more.


I self orchestrated my own demise on .is by provoking mods. I did so because I thought that I would have a new start away from the forums. That start failed and in the end here I am. Utterly humiliated with both incels and normies and foids trying to ruin my life. The moral of the story is that if you're a truecel give up you'll never be accepted.
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So your an autistic homosexual who never learned from his mistakes
 
E

emiya

Banned
Nov 6, 2023
173
ngl I stopped reading after the first three paragraohs and skipped ahead it went from a girl making fun of you on discord to you doing gay ERP with another dude on discord

just delete the app and move on eat some pizza and play the new Elden ring or sm stop using dicsord
 
WestEuropoor

WestEuropoor

Yes sir, i can boogie!
Oct 7, 2022
6,762
2383
 
Original

Original

I wanna lock in and i think i’m remembering how
Dec 2, 2020
2,964
read every molecule. no idea why you would even post this instead of logging out. i agree with the general consensus that you get off to being made fun of even if you regret the consequences. anyways, this is the type of shit I’ve been on lately like if you agre
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lifesucksandyoudie

lifesucksandyoudie

Otocolobus manul Lore Appreciator
May 10, 2024
480
Considering how incels typically mock and ridicule the entire field and practice of therapy, imagine how catastrophically you have to screw up and how much of an abject laugingstock and punching bag you have to be in order for people who despise the whole institution of psychiatry and therapy as a whole, to be concerned for your mental health enough to ask you to seek help from therapists. I never thought once in my life I would live to see the day that incels genuinely from the bottom of their hearts recommend therapeutic counselling to another incel as an immediate necessity. You have to be an on exceptionally staggering level of deranged unhinged demented behavior to be so far gone that you're seen as a hopeless lost cause even by other washed up failures and losers that already gave up hope in whatever remote miniscule quantities they had left.
 
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MelaninQueen

MelaninQueen

Jennings & Rall contractor. Based in Jericho, KS.
Feb 19, 2024
13,404
I'll be always your friend, Stupid Clown. I don't care about how you look like, since I look like shit myself. My first impression about yourself was someone who is intellectual and well-knowledgable despite your dubious claims of being of below-average intelligence.
 
Haruhi Suzumiya

Haruhi Suzumiya

I am a cute cat, you are not :3
Jan 26, 2021
10,229
OP it's your mistake, if you upload picturesor videos of yourself online always be careful where you do, i only posted my pics on Instagram, never ever post on forums or servers with anons, unless you like being humilated bc ppl will find 1 flaw or 2 and make a huge deal just to make fun of you.
 
GirlfriendNotFound

GirlfriendNotFound

★★★★★
Jun 13, 2024
121
Haruhi Suzumiya said:
OP it's your mistake, if you upload picturesor videos of yourself online always be careful where you do, i only posted my pics on Instagram, never ever post on forums or servers with anons, unless you like being humilated bc ppl will find 1 flaw or 2 and make a huge deal just to make fun of you.
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It's easy enough getting ridiculed for your looks in normie spaces, but it is guaranteed to be a terrible idea to post pictures of yourself as a sub5 male on blackpilled spaces; that is just asking for a (social) death wish.
 
EngelCallDell20

EngelCallDell20

mentally broken by yukari akiyama's nonexistence
Oct 9, 2023
127
goodbye brother, may you find peace some place else.
 
EngelCallDell20

EngelCallDell20

mentally broken by yukari akiyama's nonexistence
Oct 9, 2023
127
kaede said:
Fuck I feel bad for him
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i don't understand the retards on this site who make fun of OP for the fetishes he had as if 99 percent of the users here don't """"""joke"""""" about being a "smol femboy boimodder", .is users i can understand cause none of them are faggots as much as people are here.
 
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