Discussion My final thoughts on lain (and my future on these forums)

[frightfulcel]

Lain is basically the opposite of me, high rigidity and more mathematical focused. Of course given we are both extremes on the spectrum (intp, intj) we both ended up dropping out of school, being neets, being around crazy women etc.

I thought that since he was the opposite of me, I could show him what I know, and visa versa and perhaps we could complement eachother in a weird way (even though we are just on some forum), however I have come to realize that a intj cannot think beyond things such as sex, money, social related stuff etc. in a sense, I'm basically a verbal iq savant so I was abstract thinking way too much.

My way of thinking does not take root with lain, the same way it doesn't with normies. Its why there is a huge "gap" when talking to him. It was a good experiemnt I guess.

I honestly think I'm going to quit trying to "educate" people, I think its wrong at the end of the day.

I'm not that important, but I realize that maybe its best I step away from these forums and let the deradicalizers have their way with the user bases until they get betabuxxed or reach their early 20's.

I'll just hermitmaxx honestly, there are so few people like me out there that my input isn't really usable to people beyond causing offence or being ignored, which is ok. If someone started telling me how to get rich for example I would have the same reaction.

Anyway, I've accepted my fate as an autistic savant verbal iq autist and that my ideas/views have little to do with the average person, maybe even 99.999% of people

And yes I know this post won't make sense to people given they aren't a verbal iq savant autist, this post is more for me than anyone else

 

[hikikomori]

you sound like a pseudo intellectual

 

[Zeus]

Another day another post about this retarded betabux cope

 

[frightfulcel]

you sound like a pseudo intellectual

Ooo ooo a a must insult thing that flies over head ooo ooo aa aaaa

Let me just have an anime profile picture that shows how little personality I have ooo ooo aaa aaa

 

[Maltodextrincel]

I have come to realize that a intj cannot think beyond things such as sex, money, social related stuff etc.

Personality tests are astrology for men and foids who smell like thrift stores. I scored INFP and it describes me perfectly
I think I get the sentiment behind your post though. Some people's ways of thinking are utterly alien to me, their thought processes and how they arrive at the conclusions they do. There will always be people who you cannot inherently understand. You will never walk a mile in their shoes with their brain in your noggin. Vice-versa for them as well.

you sound like a pseudo intellectual

 

[frightfulcel]

Personality tests are astrology for men and foids who smell like thrift stores. I scored INFP and it describes me perfectly
I think I get the sentiment behind your post though. Some people's ways of thinking are utterly alien to me, their thought processes and how they arrive at the conclusions they do. There will always be people who you cannot inherently understand. You will never walk a mile in their shoes with their brain in your noggin. Vice-versa for them as well.

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I assumed that too until I did it and realised there is truth to them, I think that because the psychology field is so dishonest we do a mental shortcut to save time, but upon doing it I realised that its accurate, its just that people assume what/how they see the world is normal when it varies from person to person

I'm not high iq, I thought I was as a kid cuz everyone told me I was but that was a mistake, I have pretty average intelligence but my verbal reasoning is off the charts. It means I'll never be able to connect with 99.99% of people

I have to hide this from everyone, the frightfulcel persona was to larp as a more likable person which worked, but its fake. Its not me.

Im actually a very unlikable person in my natural state, given people will never really be on my level of verbal reasoning which will always cause conflict.

 

[ImranKhan]

every time i've taken the personality test, i get different letters. The only consistent one is the Introvert. I've taken it twice in the same day and got different results.

And one time I got "Adventurer" (IISFP) on the 16 personalities website. Even though I hate travelling and haven't ever travelled outside of the province without my mother

 

[Maltodextrincel]

I have to hide this from everyone, the frightfulcel persona was to larp as a more likable person which worked, but its fake. Its not me.

Im actually a very unlikable person in my natural state, given people will never really be on my level of verbal reasoning which will always cause conflict.

Regarding the verbal intelligence part, I was told that by psych doctors as well. It figures into being insufferably autistic (figurative and/or literal) both online and IRL. Suppressing it hardly increased my likability. I've since stopped caring about maintaining a faux pas, it hasn't helped in any way at all.
Anyone who hates me for it can go for a long walk in the ghetto dressed like this:

every time i've taken the personality test, i get different letters. The only consistent one is the Introvert. I've taken it twice in the same day and got different results.

I've had the opposite problem. No matter how much I tried to get a separate result by answering differently based on personality nuances, it always gives me INFP.
The archetypes can be accurate, but the actual testing methods might fail to account for certain other variables I believe. That may be what you're running into.

 

[hikikomori]

Ooo ooo a a must insult thing that flies over head ooo ooo aa aaaa

Let me just have an anime profile picture that shows how little personality I have ooo ooo aaa aaa

good job showing how intellectual you are by saying something about my pfp instead of refuting what I said

mirin your IQ

 

[frightfulcel]

good job showing how intellectual you are by saying something about my pfp instead of refuting what I said

mirin your IQ

you sound like a pseudo intellectual

 

[frightfulcel]

Honestly @hikikomori look do you see how engaging with you with my true self only caused conflict, you lack the verbal iq to not engage without thinking in hierarchy. You immediately post a toxic remark which is typical of most people I guess, then do some memorized ad homemim gotcha thing, which is really just projection

You are making up for your lack of verbal comprehension with accusing the post of being "pseudo intellectual" and I bet the next insult you're looking for is "midwit snob", I've dealt with dense people like you, typical dime a dozen 4chan user who thinks being a contrarian is funny

This is why I say I can't relate to people, its because they lack the verbal reasoning to engage with me, instead they think its all hierarchy and their egos are hurt, which is why you are starting conflict jfl

Inb4 "I was just joking"

Anyway I'm just going to put you on ignore, its not your fault for not being a savant verbal autist like me, its my fault for making a thread that you can't comprehend

So go ahead, leave me alone and believe I'm a pseudo intellectual, that i'm angry you "exposed me", you dense people are extremely predictable and also boring.

Its best for both of us that we don't talk, and this reply comes from years of holding in what I think of you people

 

[hikikomori]

Honestly @hikikomori look do you see how engaging with you with my true self only caused conflict, you lack the verbal iq to not engage without thinking in hierarchy. You immediately post a toxic remark which is typical of most people I guess, then do some memorized ad homemim gotcha thing, which is really just projection

You are making up for your lack of verbal comprehension with accusing the post of being "pseudo intellectual" and I bet the next insult you're looking for is "midwit snob", I've dealt with dense people like you, typical dime a dozen 4chan user who thinks being a contrarian is funny

This is why I say I can't relate to people, its because they lack the verbal reasoning to engage with me, instead they think its all hierarchy and their egos are hurt, which is why you are starting conflict jfl

Inb4 "I was just joking"

Anyway I'm just going to put you on ignore, its not your fault for not being a savant verbal autist like me, its my fault for making a thread that you can't comprehend

So go ahead, leave me alone and believe I'm a pseudo intellectual, that i'm angry you "exposed me", you dense people are extremely predictable and also boring.

Its best for both of us that we don't talk, and this reply comes from years of holding in what I think of you people

wow this nigga really sperged out over some remark on a niche Internet forum

I’m fucking dying

 

[Raven4Life]

Lain is basically the opposite of me, high rigidity and more mathematical focused. Of course given we are both extremes on the spectrum (intp, intj) we both ended up dropping out of school, being neets, being around crazy women etc.

I thought that since he was the opposite of me, I could show him what I know, and visa versa and perhaps we could complement eachother in a weird way (even though we are just on some forum), however I have come to realize that a intj cannot think beyond things such as sex, money, social related stuff etc. in a sense, I'm basically a verbal iq savant so I was abstract thinking way too much.

My way of thinking does not take root with lain, the same way it doesn't with normies. Its why there is a huge "gap" when talking to him. It was a good experiemnt I guess.

I honestly think I'm going to quit trying to "educate" people, I think its wrong at the end of the day.

I'm not that important, but I realize that maybe its best I step away from these forums and let the deradicalizers have their way with the user bases until they get betabuxxed or reach their early 20's.

I'll just hermitmaxx honestly, there are so few people like me out there that my input isn't really usable to people beyond causing offence or being ignored, which is ok. If someone started telling me how to get rich for example I would have the same reaction.

Anyway, I've accepted my fate as an autistic savant verbal iq autist and that my ideas/views have little to do with the average person, maybe even 99.999% of people

And yes I know this post won't make sense to people given they aren't a verbal iq savant autist, this post is more for me than anyone else

I understand this post even if it's in my own way. I often question why I get into arguments with ppl and shit. It's futile but I just want them to live better. But they always talk about having to "overcome" this or that and it makes me cringe. All we humans have left to do is give in and that is such a great privilege that the normies and even a lot of neets do not understand. I'm never gonna be able to get across my mindset so I suppose you are completely right. Just stop engaging that way.

 

[frightfulcel]

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wow this nigga really sperged out over some remark on a niche Internet forum

I’m fucking dying

Exactly, you are too low in verbal reasoning to have an actual discussion so you are trying to cope with it with humor. I'll leave you to it, again I don't blame you for being nearsighted, its my fault for posting something that you can't engage with without resorting to pettiness or humor. Its like a person choking a book because they can't read it.

I'm sure you're good at other things better than me, perhaps maths (I can tell dense people), however not verbal reasoning which is why people like us can't realy connect.

Anyway I just clicked show ignore content to see if I was wrong, and apparently not.

 

[frightfulcel]

I understand this post even if it's in my own way. I often question why I get into arguments with ppl and shit. It's futile but I just want them to live better. But they always talk about having to "overcome" this or that and it makes me cringe. All we humans have left to do is give in and that is such a great privilege that the normies and even a lot of neets do not understand. I'm never gonna be able to get across my mindset so I suppose you are completely right. Just stop engaging that way.

If someone tried to teach me engineering or something I would never understand it, nor care that far. Perhaps I would do what @hikikomori does if I lacked self awareness and attack the person for being cringe or a loser for being into engineering, not realizing its just my nearsightness thats the problem not the subject.

People of different neurodivergence should really just be fake to eachother given that if they let the mask slip it will end in conflict.

 

[Crazy Samurai]

ENTJ and ESTP are the most mogger types imo

 

[glitch]

you are high in estrogen

 

[Crazy Samurai]

you are high in estrogen

Do i seem high e?

 

[frightfulcel]

you are high in estrogen

Verbal iq requires a less masculine brain so yes

 

[glitch]

Do i seem high e?

not really

 

[glitch]

Verbal iq requires a less masculine brain so yes

your “verbal iq” is just neuroticism

 

[frightfulcel]

your “verbal iq” is just neuroticism

Its measured as being in the top percentile, but with everything else being around average. It means I can't relate to most people.

I doubt its neuroticism because I was like this even as a kid

 

[c-barreda]

Why don't You just Buy a dildo hookers are too expensive and You can get std

 

[Crazy Samurai]

Its measured as being in the top percentile, but with everything else being around average. It means I can't relate to most people.

I doubt its neuroticism because I was like this even as a kid

You took wais iv?

 

[Crazy Samurai]

Its measured as being in the top percentile, but with everything else being around average. It means I can't relate to most people.

I doubt its neuroticism because I was like this even as a kid

What are your thoughts on someone who’s the opposite, so their non verbal is way higher than verbal. Lots of sources say its a sign of mental deficiencies or psychopathy lmao

 

[frightfulcel]

You took wais iv?

No, but that looks interesting. Its from various iq tests I've taken to test for mental disabilities and aptitude tests. Because my iq is too average they never picked up on the autism though jfl given only one of my abilities is elevated

What are your thoughts on someone who’s the opposite, so their non verbal is way higher than verbal. Lots of sources say its a sign of mental deficiencies or psychopathy lmao

Well the opposite of me would be a hermit whos extremely high in spacial reasoning, and by extension maths of course. So basically someone would would be obessed with mechanical stuff.

My uncle thought I was high iq and always got me technical stuff like a toy combustion engine, but I hated it given I couldn't have any interest in it due to average or slightly below average mathematical/spacial iq.

I would say less interest in people and less caring about telling others what they think etc.

 

[Crazy Samurai]

No, but that looks interesting. Its from various iq tests I've taken to test for mental disabilities and aptitude tests. Because my iq is too average they never picked up on the autism though jfl given only one of my abilities is elevated

Wais iv and stanford binet are the only reputable iq tests iirc. Other ones have lower accuracy but i guess if they had iq style questions and you didnt study beforehand, it cant be that inaccurate

Well the opposite of me would be a hermit whos extremely high in spacial reasoning, and by extension maths of course. So basically someone would would be obessed with mechanical stuff.

My uncle thought I was high iq and always got me technical stuff like a toy combustion engine, but I hated it given I couldn't have any interest in it due to average or slightly below average mathematical/spacial iq.

I would say less interest in people and less caring about telling others what they think etc.

Yea thats true. Lots of high spatial autists just tinker around without speaking much to others. They also seem to be worse at social situations involving discussions and mainly bond with people through video games, sports (its more athleticism than iq tho), and other non verbal activities. Although, non verbal iq can help you be low inhib since youre less bogged down by rumination and shit. Depends on the ratio bet non v and v really. Someone with higher non v than v whos slightly above avg could be more mechanically inclined than someone whos higher iq but has a way higher verbal.

 

[Levi]

And yes I know this post won't make sense to people given they aren't a verbal iq savant autist, this post is more for me than anyone else

post doesn't really tell me much because "mathematical, (intp, intj)" are very abstract descriptions. I don't know lain's and your personality so I'm left guessing the details. Ig you could have just said "our personalities differ" and the amount of information given would be the same tbh ngl.

so I was abstract thinking way too much.

I agree

 

[hikikomori]

If someone tried to teach me engineering or something I would never understand it, nor care that far. Perhaps I would do what @hikikomori does if I lacked self awareness and attack the person for being cringe or a loser for being into engineering, not realizing its just my nearsightness thats the problem not the subject.

yet you did the exact same thing by pointing out my anime avi.

Honestly @hikikomori look do you see how engaging with you with my true self only caused conflict, you lack the verbal iq to not engage without thinking in hierarchy.

0 self awareness here. you’re the one implying there’s some sort of hierarchy with your condescending attitude towards Intj, as if the 4 letters of MBTI imply some kind of superior intellectual aptitude

You immediately post a toxic remark which is typical of most people I guess, then do some memorized ad homemim gotcha thing, which is really just projection

you clearly don’t know the definition of psychological projection

you keep coping with with “my verbal iq is too high to relate too others” “im such a special savant snowflake” when in reality you’re just an insufferable, self-deluded narcissist with his head too far up his own ass, then wonder why you can’t relate to people. I bet you frequent Reddit as well.

You are making up for your lack of verbal comprehension with accusing the post of being "pseudo intellectual" and I bet the next insult you're looking for is "midwit snob", I've dealt with dense people like you, typical dime a dozen 4chan user who thinks being a contrarian is funny

This is why I say I can't relate to people, its because they lack the verbal reasoning to engage with me, instead they think its all hierarchy and their egos are hurt, which is why you are starting conflict jfl]

it’s not my fault your ego got hurt so bad over a petty remark you needed to sperg out so bad with such extensive replies, and you even went so far to put me on your ignore list, maybe your IQ isn’t so high as you think because you clearly just choose to block out people who challenge you

or continue to cope and cry with muh “I’m an autistic savant special snowflake so other people can’t understand me”

Anyway I'm just going to put you on ignore, its not your fault for not being a savant verbal autist like me, its my fault for making a thread that you can't comprehend

I fully comprehended what you said, and I decided to say what I did because it’s the fucking internet and I can respond however I want.

So go ahead, leave me alone and believe I'm a pseudo intellectual, that i'm angry you "exposed me", you dense people are extremely predictable and also boring.

says the NPC who’s deluded himself into thinking he’s somehow more enlightened and higher IQ than the majority of the population and the user base here, yet has nothing to show for it.

Its best for both of us that we don't talk, and this reply comes from years of holding in what I think of you people

go have some “high verbal IQ” discussions with your boyfriend @Maltodextrincel

Exactly, you are too low in verbal reasoning to have an actual discussion so you are trying to cope with it with humor.

I laugh because you’re too much of an NPC to realize how you come across to other people, which is why I don’t take anything you have to say seriously, I doubt anyone ever does

 

[Maltodextrincel]

go have some “high verbal IQ” discussions with your boyfriend @Maltodextrincel

Why are you seething so hard

 

[frightfulcel]

yet you did the exact same thing by pointing out my anime avi.



0 self awareness here. you’re the one implying there’s some sort of hierarchy with your condescending attitude towards Intj, as if the 4 letters of MBTI imply some kind of superior intellectual aptitude




you clearly don’t know the definition of psychological projection

you keep coping with with “my verbal iq is too high to relate too others” “im such a special savant snowflake” when in reality you’re just an insufferable, self-deluded narcissist with his head too far up his own ass, then wonder why you can’t relate to people. I bet you frequent Reddit as well.





it’s not my fault your ego got hurt so bad over a petty remark you needed to sperg out so bad with such extensive replies, and you even went so far to put me on your ignore list, maybe your IQ isn’t so high as you think because you clearly just choose to block out people who challenge you

or continue to cope and cry with muh “I’m an autistic savant special snowflake so other people can’t understand me”



I fully comprehended what you said, and I decided to say what I did because it’s the fucking internet and I can respond however I want.



says the NPC who’s deluded himself into thinking he’s somehow more enlightened and higher IQ than the majority of the population and the user base here, yet has nothing to show for it.



go have some “high verbal IQ” discussions with your boyfriend @Maltodextrincel



I laugh because you’re too much of an NPC to realize how you come across to other people, which is why I don’t take anything you have to say seriously, I doubt anyone ever does

I understand, but I never claimed to be high iq. Reducing me to some redditor come on. All I'm saying is that my verbal reasoning is too high to relate to anyone. Its more of a disability more than anything.

I've seen your archetype on the internet 100's of times, but I've also seen some people like me (but more extreme autism but not as high on the verbal reasoning scale), so I guess I can be put in that box also to a degree

Its not your fault for this argument, its mine. I need to accept that my level of savant verbal reasoning paired with average evrerything else will alienate me from almost the entire population and even online community.

If it helps seeing me as an autistic redditor obessed with MBTI then cool, I think you can just do a mental shortcut and call me a retarded redditor and we can go out seperate ways and it will be best for everyone involved.

You already said you don't take anything I'm saying seriously, likely given I'm not high enough on the hierarchy. I understand. I'm not someone who tries to show off given to me super high verbal reasoning is normal when its really completely abnormal.

Why are you seething so hard

I don't know why hes seething hard over someone he views as a narcassistic retard with nothing to show for it that he doesn't take seriously, its almost as if what people say isn't connected to how they behave

 

[Crazy Samurai]

I understand, but I never claimed to be high iq. Reducing me to some redditor come on. All I'm saying is that my verbal reasoning is too high to relate to anyone. Its more of a disability more than anything.

I've seen your archetype on the internet 100's of times, but I've also seen some people like me (but more extreme autism but not as high on the verbal reasoning scale), so I guess I can be put in that box also to a degree

Its not your fault for this argument, its mine. I need to accept that my level of savant verbal reasoning paired with average evrerything else will alienate me from almost the entire population and even online community.

If it helps seeing me as an autistic redditor obessed with MBTI then cool, I think you can just do a mental shortcut and call me a retarded redditor and we can go out seperate ways and it will be best for everyone involved.

You already said you don't take anything I'm saying seriously, likely given I'm not high enough on the hierarchy. I understand. I'm not someone who tries to show off given to me super high verbal reasoning is normal when its really completely abnormal.

I don't know why hes seething hard over someone he views as a narcassistic retard with nothing to show for it that he doesn't take seriously, its almost as if what people say isn't connected to how they behave

What do you find easy that other people find difficult as a result of your verbal iq?

 

[frightfulcel]

What do you find easy that other people find difficult as a result of your verbal iq?

Well I want to specify verbal reasoning rather than verbal iq as a whole given my vocabulary, comprehension etc. are pretty average.

If theres a word problem involving maths I'll solve it really fast compared to normal people, I'll be able to think abstractly about philosophical questions pretty easily, even able to come up with things without reading into the subject that happen to be true. Basically anything that involves a problem, or any statements that contradict I'll be able to tell very fast.

But thats the only thing I'm good at, everything else is average