Story My life story and some art when i have needs to work on myself or at least try to finish uni

[To koniec]

Very short summary
Bullied heavily entire elementary school and middle school
begged on my knees with my mate when i was 10 to thugs who just wanted to threat me as toy
begged before my mother to not kick me out house when i was 14
my dad nearly killed me with knife ( my mom held him and i with all my strength held my doors...i was so scared )
i tried to kill my dad with knife he also wanted to kill me with knife ( my mom held both of us ) kicked me out house for 1 day
kicked out house after another huge argument for 2 days at beggining of 2022
one kid shooted me with plastic gun to face ( plastic bullets )
tried to kill myself in may of 2020 and nearly jumped on bus and train i wanted to hug mom but she rejected my hug after this ( one of two most painful moments in sense of rejection )
i had suicide attempt in july of 2022 and spent 11 days at mental ward ( dad called phone to me and only time i saw him crying in my life )
'mates' at uni maked meet up which for 30 minutes insulted me ( cause my behavior i must admit but im autistic and schizophrenic and my negative experiences make me like this ) non stop until i left
general people treat me as trash whole life cause im autistic and latter schizophrenic manlet who was medications fat for quite lot of time ( at least i lost it )

meant to be short but like can see it isn't...

second most painfull rejection is girl which i sent pics to you after learning that i love her started to be scared of me...girl which i love

Some of my artworks ( btw this site seems to have better image quality than .is )

And my last artwork, my animation which is my dumb lazy don't want to finish

 

[WestEuropoor]

Very short summary
Bullied heavily entire elementary school and middle school
begged on my knees with my mate when i was 10 to thugs who just wanted to threat me as toy
begged before my mother to not kick me out house when i was 14
my dad nearly killed me with knife ( my mom held him and i with all my strength held my doors...i was so scared )
i tried to kill my dad with knife he also wanted to kill me with knife ( my mom held both of us ) kicked me out house for 1 day
kicked out house after another huge argument for 2 days at beggining of 2022
one kid shooted me with plastic gun to face ( plastic bullets )
tried to kill myself in may of 2020 and nearly jumped on bus and train i wanted to hug mom but she rejected my hug after this ( one of two most painful moments in sense of rejection )
i had suicide attempt in july of 2022 and spent 11 days at mental ward ( dad called phone to me and only time i saw him crying in my life )
'mates' at uni maked meet up which for 30 minutes insulted me ( cause my behavior i must admit but im autistic and schizophrenic and my negative experiences make me like this ) non stop until i left
general people treat me as trash whole life cause im autistic and latter schizophrenic manlet who was medications fat for quite lot of time ( at least i lost it )

meant to be short but like can see it isn't...

second most painfull rejection is girl which i sent pics to you after learning that i love her started to be scared of me...girl which i love

Some of my artworks ( btw this site seems to have better image quality than .is )

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And my last artwork, my animation which is my dumb lazy don't want to finish

Cute user, brutal life.

I can say i hope everything will be ok one day but we both know it will never be. However maybe we can have a little bit of fun killing time in here

Welcome to our forum

 

[To koniec]

Cute user, brutal life.

I can say i hope everything will be ok one day but we both know it will never be. However maybe we can have a little bit of fun killing time in here

Welcome to our forum

No problem i also realized that i joined blackpill club in april

 

[Deleted member 2206]

That's some really cool art! The fluidity of the animation is super impressive. The chainsaw man one and the bleach B&W one makes really good use of colour, very striking. Brutal, no wonder the blackpill comes easier to some of us, my condolences. Still, the art is really good imo

 

[WestEuropoor]

No problem i also realized that i joined blackpill club in april

Dead coal forum (ok this forum is the same 10 people posting aswell on rotation)

 

[To koniec]

Dead coal forum (ok this forum is the same 10 people posting aswell on rotation)

Yep even .is is not that great in recent times

only looksfags are doing good

 

[To koniec]

still here and .in is good place for old .is users

 

[WestEuropoor]

Yep even .is is not that great in recent times

only looksfags are doing good

.org is shit and coal. Its all shit cringe normie zoomers like @LASACKRO @fries @uglybrat and @Kivv (He makes alts all the time) trying to kill .net with narc attention posts

All .org users

 

[WestEuropoor]

Fuck you LASACKRO

Fucking fraudingmaxxing freak who just wants to flex on losers like us. He sucks away energy from anyone around him because he can't live without his normie tiktok validation that he gets by flexing on non nt and incels Just fucking go outside you absolute freak, you are a literal 100% normie...

neets.net

This thread made him rope and request selfban

 

[To koniec]

.org is shit and coal. Its all shit cringe normie zoomers like @LASACKRO @fries @uglybrat and @Kivv (He makes alts all the time) trying to kill .net with narc attention posts

.org is by far most normie infested site and not to mention that i disagree how they perceive attractivness, they worship ultra masculine chads and some troons like that troon known as margot robbie

 

[WestEuropoor]

Uglybrat is a piece of shit

KYS, fuck you and your low rep low iq LARP threads. You are a cancer to this forum and nobody even remotely wants you to be here. You don't even own the tiktok, everything you claim is fake, every single post is a troll. This is literally you after making up another thread of complete and utter...

neets.net

Uglybrat is an extremely manipulative narc loser aswell

 

[To koniec]

Uglybrat is a piece of shit

KYS, fuck you and your low rep low iq LARP threads. You are a cancer to this forum and nobody even remotely wants you to be here. You don't even own the tiktok, everything you claim is fake, every single post is a troll. This is literally you after making up another thread of complete and utter...

neets.net

Uglybrat is an extremely manipulative narc loser aswell

thanks for warning about some bad apples

btw are you interested in phenotypes ? i promise i there user called barcacel who i knew phenotype forum and was also in .is

 

[To koniec]

who i knew from phenotype forum ( wiki and mihrazee wiki ) on phenotypes

 

[WestEuropoor]

thanks for warning about some bad apples

btw are you interested in phenotypes ? i promise i there user called barcacel who i knew phenotype forum and was also in .is

No, i gave up.

 

[poorcel]

sick bro

 

[Deleted member 2350]

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And my last artwork, my animation which is my dumb lazy don't want to finish

that is NOT ichigo nigga

 

[To koniec]

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that is NOT ichigo nigga

that's just beggining of animation i will correct it

 

[To koniec]

imagine drawing for 5 hours straight just for 15 frames or more...brutal( actually it's more for sure )
I can''t imagine being a wagie tbh i do only cause i like drawing and want to animator one day...but being in work you don't...ova for wagies
@CruxGammata
@WestEuropoor

 

[Deleted member 1462]

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imagine drawing for 5 hours straight just for 15 frames or more...brutal( actually it's more for sure )
I can''t imagine being a wagie tbh i do only cause i like drawing and want to animator one day...but being in work you don't...ova for wagies
@CruxGammata
@WestEuropoor

Based, keep grinding, keep hustling, you will eventually learn how to draw faster

 

[To koniec]

Based, keep grinding, keep hustling, you will eventually learn how to draw faster

just shoot for your frameworks bro !

 

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[Deleted member 2463]

i tried to kill my dad with knife he also wanted to kill me with knife

 

[To koniec]