01zephyr10
Short term memory loss truecel living on Neet bux
- Dec 12, 2020
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Back in my Heyday when I used to have Jobs and go to the Gym, I spent, (over the course of a Year) £1000 on a Cam Model Website. I wanted something more REAL than playing SHITTY Indy Games. I am Glad I did it because I made friends with Women around my age for the first time in my life. (They may have been lying to me obviously )
I wasn't even in it for sexual pleasure, I have a condition called 'Ejaculatory Anhedonia' which means, I CAN'T FEEL PLEASURE. I would type to them, I hardly ever had my Webcam on, and I certainly never actually let them hear my real voice, or see my non straight teeth and glasses.
The Part I regret is that I hardly spent any of that Cam Model Money on UK Women. So I am now responsible for a £800 dent in the UK Economy forever. (There were hardly any UK Women on any Cam Model Sites back then.)
I eventually terminated my friendships on their when I became a NEET. I told the one I was closest to... 'I'm just a random person on the Internet' and with those immortal words, I left her forever.
Some people get PROPER ADDICTED to Cam Model Websites. Look into it, it's hilarious!
Nowadays, I have places I go which satisfy my desire to live in the Real World far more than Pornography. This website forum for instance.
EDIT:- My Short Term Memory Loss has made me a NEET for now, and after this Lock Down ends, I'm going to a work assessment center to be told weather or not I'm ever allowed to look for work again. Ironically I forgot to add this part to the original Story.
Why do I overshare? Well because you only live once gosh darn it!
We live and we learn.
I wasn't even in it for sexual pleasure, I have a condition called 'Ejaculatory Anhedonia' which means, I CAN'T FEEL PLEASURE. I would type to them, I hardly ever had my Webcam on, and I certainly never actually let them hear my real voice, or see my non straight teeth and glasses.
The Part I regret is that I hardly spent any of that Cam Model Money on UK Women. So I am now responsible for a £800 dent in the UK Economy forever. (There were hardly any UK Women on any Cam Model Sites back then.)
I eventually terminated my friendships on their when I became a NEET. I told the one I was closest to... 'I'm just a random person on the Internet' and with those immortal words, I left her forever.
Some people get PROPER ADDICTED to Cam Model Websites. Look into it, it's hilarious!
Nowadays, I have places I go which satisfy my desire to live in the Real World far more than Pornography. This website forum for instance.
EDIT:- My Short Term Memory Loss has made me a NEET for now, and after this Lock Down ends, I'm going to a work assessment center to be told weather or not I'm ever allowed to look for work again. Ironically I forgot to add this part to the original Story.
Why do I overshare? Well because you only live once gosh darn it!
We live and we learn.
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