Fritz
NEET
- Jul 19, 2024
- 593
when i was like 4 years old my father that took me to a soccer academy near my home, he took me several times but not that much because he had to work so he told my mother to take to play soccer, but my mother would refuse as she had to work too, anyway she did had time to take me to her zumba classes, in that same gym she would also take me with her, luckily i made some friends in my neighborhood whom i wil play soccer with, but my mother afraid of something happening would sometimes tell me to get back inside the home, not always but sometimes she would, anyway that was the case until I turned 9 and move to the us, there where no walkable places and barely any soccer fields since it was america, my mother and my step father they never actually took me to a soccer practice, and i did not had my friends to play with, we would sometimes go to a soccer field that was 2 miles away to play pick up soccer with other kids, but it was not propper training, it kept like that and then i got hooked on playing videogames, from ages 11 to 14 i was chronically online playing minecraft and watching youtube videos, i lost all my shape, but when i got bored of this lifestyle i told my mom that i wanted to join a soccer team but she told me she did not had any time, my older brother who did had time just told me he wasnt going to take me to any place anyway, time kept passing and we move to more unwalkable places, the closest soccer field was 4.3 miles away, but again nor my mom nor anyone never made the effort to help me play soccer and be happy, which sucks cuz when i played in school i would get constantly bullied by my peers by my lack of skill, but yeah whatever, i guess my mother is just a person who never realized how important for my self steem playing soccer and instead she would just give me junk food and vidya. when i started doing boxing at the age of 17, i had to insist her into please letting me, but i had to 1 fucking hour on the bus every day, then suddenly one day told me she wasnt going out of her way to give me a ride back so i would spent 2 hours a day on the bus, sometimes 3.
