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NeetKing
NEET
- Mar 10, 2022
- 12
1. It died prematurely due to mistakes of other people who live in this house
2. I didnt spend enough time with it
3. I could PREVENT her/his premature death
4. I discovered his real gender (probably) after death. they lied in shop
started missing it the moment it died. i was mostly ignoring it before (i know, im dumb). It looked significantly weaker today, it was a sign to spend more time with it but i ignored that sign. I went to check on her few times today, but i didnt actively stay with her, and i could. im so dumb. I could spend whole day with her/him...
life doesnt fucking make sense
Pic (click on it)
i will not get another animal, because im a bad owner
and it would probably make me miss this one even more
had it for almost 20 years, and he/she already had few years when i got her
(They said its a she in shop but i strongly believe its a male according to internet info)
last few years i was sad and depressed, now his death, ehh
i miss him... if i could RELIVE id be a better owner
2. I didnt spend enough time with it
3. I could PREVENT her/his premature death
4. I discovered his real gender (probably) after death. they lied in shop
started missing it the moment it died. i was mostly ignoring it before (i know, im dumb). It looked significantly weaker today, it was a sign to spend more time with it but i ignored that sign. I went to check on her few times today, but i didnt actively stay with her, and i could. im so dumb. I could spend whole day with her/him...
life doesnt fucking make sense
Pic (click on it)
i will not get another animal, because im a bad owner
and it would probably make me miss this one even more
had it for almost 20 years, and he/she already had few years when i got her
(They said its a she in shop but i strongly believe its a male according to internet info)
last few years i was sad and depressed, now his death, ehh
i miss him... if i could RELIVE id be a better owner