Not sure what to do with life

[Alexander]

I've been working for 5 months and studying for 7 months. Trying to get "something going on" in my life. So far , it hasn't been a complete waste and I can see the positives , it was clearly the right decision and something I should have done years ago , but i still get the feeling of just wanting to drop everything and rot away

It's like the ability to feel passionate about life has been stripped away from me , I think I would like to have something to look forward to in my life, but there's nothing really , besides football matches. After my mother's death , I figured it would inspire some big change within me to actually go out there and make something of myself , but i'm just even more broken.

Work has been a good thing , the salary is good enough and i've gained friends , biggest detriment is the amount of hours it takes out of my day. Gym has been good too , i've made progress and gotten compliments , biggest detriment is that it can be costly to get the right amount of calories to build muscle mass and I'm lagging behind in that area. University has been BY FAR the biggest disappointment, I don't think i've gained anything. Feel like I made a mistake with the University I chose and the major too.

As far as losing virginity(in a normal way) , it doesn't seem it will happen anytime soon , we will see in the 2nd half of the year how it goes , Need to improve appearance and personality. As for losing virginity , next 2 months definitely. I got the cash , but there are no decent escorts in my location and i'm gonna have to make a small trip , it's in progress

 

[Thadman]

That's sad, but you might be better off posting this on reddit or something. This is probably not the best place to vent and ask for advice, as much as a lot of us would want to help.

 

[Anti-Matter Golem]

Life is worth living, so spend your life by sucking your own cock

 

[Alexander]

That's sad, but you might be better off posting this on reddit or something. This is probably not the best place to vent and ask for advice, as much as a lot of us would want to help.

I'm not really looking for advice tbh. Just posting a bit of my current situation for boredom. I'm pulling away from incelosphere for lack of interest , but I'm still an incel

 

[LASACKRO]

are u the Alexander mod of looksmax? If u are maybe u should ask master for a bigger pay check most of u niggas work for free or for nothing while he makes more than you’ll ever see in a week

 

[OMAX-__-Xx]

I'm pulling away from incelosphere for lack of interest , but I'm still an incel

I feel you...

 

[Riddler]

are u the Alexander mod of looksmax? If u are maybe u should ask master for a bigger pay check most of u niggas work for free or for nothing while he makes more than you’ll ever see in a week

No that's @Alexanderr

 

[Pikabro]

Keep improving and grinding. This is the best way to live life. I have like wasted so much time being inconsistent it’s insane