Serious (NTcels, GTFIH) Help me break down the following situations I had back in my high school years. Mocking comments won't be tolerated.

[MelaninQueen]

One day during school some girl (let's call her Sarah) from a different classroom, a girl I barely knew (we haven't crossed words at all) made a drawing of me having sex with another girl from my own class (let's call this one Lucia) I used to talk to. Lucia was more approachable to me, I found it to be very friendly and Lucia was somehow quite "popular", I don't know how to describe it exactly.

One day she Lucia even sent me a picture through a message app of a screenshot of a certain videogame featuring a sexual scene, UNPROMPTED. Going back to the original topic, Sarah left the drawing under my desk. I grabbed it and I saw it and Sarah and the girls nearby were giggling. Why?

Could someone please tell me why did these people do such things to me? Were they mocking me?

Another popular girl from my classroom used to sit on my lap whenever we were sitting in groups. A popular girl, but I thought she was being friendly. Or maybe she was mocking me. I'm not bragging, I'm just trying to understand stuff. She's still popular with a high follower count on her IG. She was kinda hot and petite so of course I had hard ons whenever she was sitting on my lap. Other girls used to sit on my lap too.

She looked like this although her face was more hotter...

I've been rated LTN in Looksmax.

@The Doctor from India even rated me a subhuman back in 2022 in a Looksmax thread. How come? How does my skull change its shape during my mid teens? It's not physically possible, so there must be a reason. An actual motive. Maybe people were covertly bullying me?

Why no one has ever helped me navigate through social life? Could someone please help me?

 

[MelaninQueen]

I want to break down all of those situationships I still remember. Any help will be appreciated.

 

[MelaninQueen]

@Med Amine I need your help, neurotypical Chad. I want to find the root causes for my ugliness.

 

[MelaninQueen]

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[MelaninQueen]

@Al-Maari600 Any thoughts on this, akhi? I tried to make some self-introspection about what happened almost a decade ago. People over Looksmax.org have called me ugly and stupid, and one person on Reddit told me I was a 4 out of 10. Why would women bully me this way? Does that mean I'm terribly ugly? I should focus on religious matters instead, but I am still wondering my worth. My worth for women. I would like to be presentable and somehow attractive for my future wife. Believe it or not, I prefer to plan things ahead (obviously, I still have to get a job). Again, I gave up on college by the time I registered on these forums and my life spiraled out of control by that point. I realized I had no more friends left, everyone parted ways.

I want to become a better person myself. I want to become a socially competent person once and for all. I hate being a recluse in my parents' bedroom. I want to get past that phase of bullying I had to endure from women in my school years.

 

[Deleted member 3340]

One day during school some girl (let's call her Sarah) from a different classroom, a girl I barely knew (we haven't crossed words at all) made a drawing of me having sex with another girl from my own class (let's call this one Lucia) I used to talk to. Lucia was more approachable to me, I found it to be very friendly and Lucia was somehow quite "popular", I don't know how to describe it exactly.

One day she Lucia even sent me a picture through a message app of a screenshot of a certain videogame featuring a sexual scene, UNPROMPTED. Going back to the original topic, Sarah left the drawing under my desk. I grabbed it and I saw it and Sarah and the girls nearby were giggling. Why?

Thats very evil fzmale behavior
And it was unprovoked as well

Another popular girl from my classroom used to sit on my lap whenever we were sitting in groups. A popular girl, but I thought she was being friendly. Or maybe she was mocking me. I'm not bragging, I'm just trying to understand stuff. She's still popular with a high follower count on her IG. She was kinda hot and petite so of course I had hard ons whenever she was sitting on my lap. Other girls used to sit on my lap too.

She looked like this although her face was more hotter...

If that girl sat on my lap for even half a minute i will have the biggest boner of my life
Man u lucky

@Med Amine I need your help, neurotypical Chad. I want to find the root causes for my ugliness.

U should have fucked the lap girl

 

[MelaninQueen]

If that girl sat on my lap for even half a minute i will have the biggest boner of my life
Man u lucky

Yeah, some girls did that to me. Sometimes they did this with the popular guys too. Perhaps these bitches were mocking me behind my back. I was cool with the popular dudes in my early high school years until I became a social recluse due to my obsession with Fallout's NCR.

 

[MelaninQueen]

U should have fucked the lap girl

I didn't know how to escalate things back in school. And by the way, what do you mean by "fucking the girl" on my lap? You mean rape? Nah, youth detention centers are very dangerous since kids from Maghreb know how to use knives while I don't Imagine getting bullied and stabbed to death on the butt by other minor criminals. And going back to the original topic, I these girls apparently were doing this to me and the other popular, actually good looking guys. I'm slightly confused since I've been rated by most .org users as a MTN or a LTN despite being a former socially awkward teenager (and now young adult).

 

[Bitter]

I remember from my experiences in high school, it was obvious that girls thought I was ugly, but they, on the other hand, couldn't go a fucking moment without reminding me how ugly I was. They would call me out on it every chance they got. Once in class, they drew an ugly picture and then showed it to me, telling me that was me. It was a bad time. They used my ugliness to feel entitled to be jerks to me, and they always avoided physical contact with me at all costs. Sometimes they humiliated me in front of teachers, and the teachers didn't care.

I always hated school.

As for you, they were probably trying to use you, first to lure you in and then to trick you.

 

[MelaninQueen]

I always hated school.

Me too, man, me too. I wish I groped girls back in school. At least that's something (instead of being a recluse).

 

[Al-Maari600]

@MelaninQueen hhh interesting story akhi I was also self conscious as a early teen at times. was friends with the nerds-incels. of the school and the females would tease me and my friends sometimes in a similar manner. I came to the conclusion that school is where you learn your standing in life at home you are coddled but in school you realise whether or not you are a tough guy whether ladies see you as ugly or not etc. Its the reason they put kids through school.

 

[Al-Maari600]

@Al-Maari600 Any thoughts on this, akhi? I tried to make some self-introspection about what happened almost a decade ago. People over Looksmax.org have called me ugly and stupid, and one person on Reddit told me I was a 4 out of 10. Why would women bully me this way? Does that mean I'm terribly ugly? I should focus on religious matters instead, but I am still wondering my worth. My worth for women. I would like to be presentable and somehow attractive for my future wife. Believe it or not, I prefer to plan things ahead (obviously, I still have to get a job). Again, I gave up on college by the time I registered on these forums and my life spiraled out of control by that point. I realized I had no more friends left, everyone parted ways.

I want to become a better person myself. I want to become a socially competent person once and for all. I hate being a recluse in my parents' bedroom. I want to get past that phase of bullying I had to endure from women in my school years.

find yourself a muslim girl to marry and forget these past events i also had a hard time in school in the beginning never had much attention from the foids except teasing. life will change after marriage since it forces responsibility.

 

[MelaninQueen]

Its the reason they put kids through school.

I think girls liked me doing these sexual teases since they didn't do this to the other ugly guys, or the nerd ones. Because, if they didn't like me, they wouldn't be doing this shit. And I was like the most tallest kid in the classroom except a 2ft tall fag from another grade.

My problem is that I became a social recluse during my mid teens as I discovered several videogames. Those were Fallout and Mount and Blade. I became too obsessed about them to the point I refused to go outside, even during summer time.

 

[MelaninQueen]

find yourself a muslim girl to marry and forget these past events i also had a hard time in school in the beginning never had much attention from the foids except teasing. life will change after marriage since it forces responsibility.

Well, my problem is that I'm now a completely social outcast. I have no friends, people have moved on as they enrolled to college and shit... and I moved cities, too. I don't know how to meet people nowadays, but I'll focus on my physique as a first step because I will admit I'm still overweight bordering obesity. I almost weigh 100 kilograms but I blame that on both insomnia and the lingering remnants of antidepressants (I didn't have a matter of choice on taking those drugs, though).

 

[Al-Maari600]

I think girls liked me doing these sexual teases since they didn't do this to the other ugly guys, or the nerd ones. Because, if they didn't like me, they wouldn't be doing this shit. And I was like the most tallest kid in the classroom except a 2ft tall fag from another grade.

they probably did I agree since foids don't get close to guys they don't like.

 

[MelaninQueen]

they probably did I agree since foids don't get close to guys they don't like.

Now most women don't find me attractive. I know I'm average looking but who knows. Again, I think the issue is that hypergamy was gone overdrive ... even ugly women friendzone me nowadays, kek. Most guys can't pull shit. Do you find normal that people have to go overseas? It's no longer ugly old men who go there. We're talking about young folks now, lol.

I think I haven't had a date since... 2019? I had an online relationship back in 2023 but that's it. Anyway, I still need some degree of social exposure before I venture myself into the dating scene in warm settings.

 

[Al-Maari600]

I think girls liked me doing these sexual teases since they didn't do this to the other ugly guys, or the nerd ones. Because, if they didn't like me, they wouldn't be doing this shit. And I was like the most tallest kid in the classroom except a 2ft tall fag from another grade.

My problem is that I became a social recluse during my mid teens as I discovered several videogames. Those were Fallout and Mount and Blade. I became too obsessed about them to the point I refused to go outside, even during summer time.

it happens when you leave school and work etc most people you meet there so without those place kind of hard to have a social life was neet for four-five years and my social life also decreased apart from forums etc.

 

[MelaninQueen]

it happens when you leave school and work etc most people you meet there so without those place kind of hard to have a social life was neet for four-five years and my social life also decreased apart from forums etc.

Moroccan Muslim girls here only marry Moroccans, or maybe Algerians while we're on it. I haven't seen any revert, like ever. And much less reverts with Moroccan women. And it'd look out of place I guess because I don't know anyone, like literally no one. At least I still have my parents around, because otherwise I'd be far gone on my head. But I've noticed there are Nigerians or people from Cameroon since it is quite common in Northeast Spain, but they tend to stick to their own people.

 

[Al-Maari600]

Now most women don't find me attractive. I know I'm average looking but who knows. Again, I think the issue is that hypergamy was gone overdrive ... even ugly women friendzone me nowadays, kek. Most guys can't pull shit. Do you find normal that people have to go overseas? It's no longer ugly old men who go there. We're talking about young folks now, lol.

I think I haven't had a date since... 2019? I had an online relationship back in 2023 but that's it. Anyway, I still need some degree of social exposure before I venture myself into the dating scene in warm settings.

hypergamy no doubt ruined it for men making foids compete with us it is a symptom of the kuffar society. Yeah most people doing passport bros nowadays are in their 20s and 30s before it was oldies. one thing i hat about online talking to foids is they have endless guys on their phone and always flaked on me.

 

[MelaninQueen]

they have endless guys on their phone and always flaked on me.

I think hypergamy and female dating standards will only worsen from this point. This is even happening to cute looking guys! I don't know why people keep denying this phenomena. But of course, relationships are still being made in school settings. NT is still important, but as for my case, I think I was neurotypical way before then, but I became too awkward and socially reclused due to these shit videogames (except for Fallout, which I consider a masterpiece). I want to reverse this before calling it a day, I'm still fucking young. And I can't go to college due to financial reasons, nor I'm intelligent enough for dedicating hours of my life for a STEM related degree (which is the only way out from Southern Europe unfortunately), so going back to school is certainly not an option I could consider in my current circumstances.

 

[Al-Maari600]

Moroccan Muslim girls here only marry Moroccans, or maybe Algerians while we're on it. I haven't seen any revert, like ever. And much less reverts with Moroccan women. And it'd look out of place I guess because I don't know anyone, like literally no one. At least I still have my parents around, because otherwise I'd be far gone on my head. But I've noticed there are Nigerians or people from Cameroon since it is quite common in Northeast Spain, but they tend to stick to their own people.

that makes sense the Muslim migrants usually stay in their enclaves ever thought of marrying a local girl in your country maybe a cousin and make her muslim.

 

[MelaninQueen]

that makes sense the Muslim migrants usually stay in their enclaves ever thought of marrying a local girl in your country maybe a cousin and make her muslim.

i have no cousins i'm cooked

 

[MelaninQueen]

that makes sense the Muslim migrants usually stay in their enclaves ever thought of marrying a local girl in your country maybe a cousin and make her muslim.

yh, cousin marriage is still going strong in the moroccan diaspora (for instance, a former acquaintance of mine back in hs was moroccan and his parents were cousins). this will only gatekeep more men from marrying women in the next 20-30 years as demographics gradually erase european native populations. and the arranged marriages thing is also prevalent in the balkans, so this will also further gatekeep reverts from marrying. you're literally cooked if you are both tall average looking european normie and revert celibate for life unless u do the school game, date your "sweetheart" while she bosses you around for years (i'm glad i didn't make the msitake of having a relationship with a school classmate) until she files out for divorce, or whtvr

not looking good at all tbh. you literally have to be good looking just to have a chance nowadays. be it like that, or maybe just be born as a North African bro! or black too, they're doing pretty well apparently (not really since the male:female black ratio is all over the place with so many single malian or burkinabe young men, lmao)

 

[Al-Maari600]

I think hypergamy and female dating standards will only worsen from this point. This is even happening to cute looking guys! I don't know why people keep denying this phenomena. But of course, relationships are still being made in school settings. NT is still important, but as for my case, I think I was neurotypical way before then, but I became too awkward and socially reclused due to these shit videogames (except for Fallout, which I consider a masterpiece). I want to reverse this before calling it a day, I'm still fucking young. And I can't go to college due to financial reasons, nor I'm intelligent enough for dedicating hours of my life for a STEM related degree (which is the only way out from Southern Europe unfortunately), so going back to school is certainly not an option I could consider in my current circumstances.

I haven't played vidya in a while hh but will look into that game in the future. I get that university usually is expensive plus difficult. What is the current Muslim population of southern europe Are there many believers there now not including the immigrants.

 

[MelaninQueen]

game in the future

keep in mind you will stumble upon many elements withi nthe story hinting at lgbt community. i tend to overlook on these details since i'm NOT a tranny myself. it's the same for fallout 2 cuz of some weird characters like the fatty one you can marry. haven't played fallout 1 yet

 

[Al-Maari600]

yh, cousin marriage is still going strong in the moroccan diaspora (for instance, a former acquaintance of mine back in hs was moroccan and his parents were cousins). this will only gatekeep more men from marrying women in the next 20-30 years as demographics gradually erase european native populations. and the arranged marriages thing is also prevalent in the balkans, so this will also further gatekeep reverts from marrying. you're literally cooked if you are both tall average looking european normie and revert celibate for life unless u do the school game, date your "sweetheart" while she bosses you around for years (i'm glad i didn't make the msitake of having a relationship with a school classmate) until she files out for divorce, or whtvr

not looking good at all tbh. you literally have to be good looking just to have a chance nowadays. be it like that, or maybe just be born as a North African bro! or black too, they're doing pretty well apparently (not really since the male:female black ratio is all over the place with so many single malian or burkinabe young men, lmao)

i know a website that is very easy to find a wife dms bro.

 

[Al-Maari600]

keep in mind you will stumble upon many elements withi nthe story hinting at lgbt community. i tend to overlook on these details since i'm NOT a tranny myself. it's the same for fallout 2 cuz of some weird characters like the fatty one you can marry. haven't played fallout 1 yet

lgtv agenda has to be pushed because the yahuud dont want us having descendants.

 

[Dexter]

Well, my problem is that I'm now a completely social outcast. I have no friends, people have moved on as they enrolled to college and shit... and I moved cities, too. I don't know how to meet people nowadays, but I'll focus on my physique as a first step because I will admit I'm still overweight bordering obesity. I almost weigh 100 kilograms but I blame that on both insomnia and the lingering remnants of antidepressants (I didn't have a matter of choice on taking those drugs, though).

Don-don't say that, you have us
W-we are fwiends right?!