Gaku
God Of Super Auto Pets
- Sep 29, 2022
- 408
I believe in God, but have you ever read something and forgot about it and then remember it when you experienced it or currently experiencing? It's also like judging someone for a fault and then you made that same fault and then you're judged then you understand how it feels. It's the same for me right now. I've read the entire Bible before I'm 20 now I'm 21 and I'm in two advanced Bible courses online and I'm in this phase where I'm feeling what the psalmist says in Psalms 6 during his deep hurt, mind you I have read Psalms and I'm currently reading again but I haven't read psalms 6 as of late and then I'm remembering what was said. he asked God, "how long will his soul be vexed/grieved?" How long will the suffering goes on? And I found myself doing the same. I asked him how long will my soul and life suffer?
If you should look at the other verses he said
"6 I am weary with my groaning; all the night make I my bed to swim;
I water my couch with my tears.
7 Mine eye is consumed because of grief;"
I found myself doing the same, I cry every night, I cry so much it seems like water spilled on my bed, my eyes are not looking healthy because of how depressed and down I feel and am... I wanna through everything away by suicide but i think about my family, a future I want to see, falling in love, i wanna talk to the amazing girl i saw this week but I'm so ugly and everything is going wrong (I can't share everything here but trust me when I say nothing is going right at all), nothing feels right, only God can help me now, how long Lord! Anyone?
If you should look at the other verses he said
"6 I am weary with my groaning; all the night make I my bed to swim;
I water my couch with my tears.
7 Mine eye is consumed because of grief;"
I found myself doing the same, I cry every night, I cry so much it seems like water spilled on my bed, my eyes are not looking healthy because of how depressed and down I feel and am... I wanna through everything away by suicide but i think about my family, a future I want to see, falling in love, i wanna talk to the amazing girl i saw this week but I'm so ugly and everything is going wrong (I can't share everything here but trust me when I say nothing is going right at all), nothing feels right, only God can help me now, how long Lord! Anyone?
