- Nov 12, 2022
Half the time I'm watching the videos my mind is literally screaming at me "I want to die. I want to die. Kill yourself, please die, please don't wake up".
They actually believe that bluepill. My dad constantly goes on about how they're not really happy, how they're stressed etc... Ahh, whatever, I'm getting pissed just talking about it.Remember the bluepill lie that parents often tell when celebrities and rich people are on tv? "Oh, this rockstar only appears happy on the outside. Its not what it seems. On the inside those people are very lonely and sad."
lol no. They live life on the fast lane. Every day is a new adventure. They party everyday and spend their lifetime having a blast.
Meanwhile we rot.
Fuck, very true. Meanwhile, I can't even get it up anymore. Fantastic.I feel the same when I watch porn, it really hits home how some men live on a different universe to you. Seeing their big cocks reminds me how inferior i am. I think watching porn with men in it is unhealthy for me.
Honestly, it sucks when you can't enjoy certain content, especially if you want to watch it, but things of the past, inferiority hits you. I can't watch certain anime's without feeling like an idiot.Half the time I'm watching the videos my mind is literally screaming at me "I want to die. I want to die. Kill yourself, please die, please don't wake up".