Baker
Porcelito
- Feb 20, 2025
- 195
Yesterday during the late night i went to the train tracks and stood there for like an hour just looking at them.
My dreams of living as a music producer are being shattered. The only foid that showed genuine interest in my life doesn't talk to me anymore. I don't have friends i just spend all my life trapped in my grandma's smelly roach infested apartment doing literally nothing, and having to listen to my family scream all day, and they constantly tell me that i'm a loser, and my dad telling me that i will not achieve anything, they hate me. I don't go outside, i can't even afford my gym membership anymore and lost like 10kg in 3 months. My body is rotting, my back hurts all the time and i feel like i'm going crazy. i barely eat and i sleep all day. I don't talk more than 100 words a day. I can't get a job, i can't study, i can't do nothing. I don't know what to do anymore, my only cope is crying until i fall asleep and talking with you guys. Maybe i'll go to church tomorrow and talk to a priest because i don't know what else to do
My dreams of living as a music producer are being shattered. The only foid that showed genuine interest in my life doesn't talk to me anymore. I don't have friends i just spend all my life trapped in my grandma's smelly roach infested apartment doing literally nothing, and having to listen to my family scream all day, and they constantly tell me that i'm a loser, and my dad telling me that i will not achieve anything, they hate me. I don't go outside, i can't even afford my gym membership anymore and lost like 10kg in 3 months. My body is rotting, my back hurts all the time and i feel like i'm going crazy. i barely eat and i sleep all day. I don't talk more than 100 words a day. I can't get a job, i can't study, i can't do nothing. I don't know what to do anymore, my only cope is crying until i fall asleep and talking with you guys. Maybe i'll go to church tomorrow and talk to a priest because i don't know what else to do
