
Haswell
We all do dumb things, that's what makes us human!
- Apr 13, 2025
- 505
every person i get close to online mogs the fuck out of me in cognitive abilities and i'm genuinely starting to get sick and tired of it. they're always more articulate, they did better academically, they process things faster than i do, whatever it is. most of them were in gifted programs, a few started college before they became adults.
why the fuck do i keep attracting people from the right side of the bell curve? they're all very nice and caring, but why can't i just meet someone on my level for once? i'm so sick of feeling like a fucking idiot when i'm dead average. it really hurts me because they know how dull i am, i wish they'd just leave me alone. no dumbass ever tries to talk to me....
why the fuck do i keep attracting people from the right side of the bell curve? they're all very nice and caring, but why can't i just meet someone on my level for once? i'm so sick of feeling like a fucking idiot when i'm dead average. it really hurts me because they know how dull i am, i wish they'd just leave me alone. no dumbass ever tries to talk to me....