Venting Speech is dead

fries

fries

NEET
Apr 20, 2024
469
I spend most of my days saving anime pictures; I look at cosplays, gore and porn – nothing else speaks to me…

IRL I’m basically non-verbal. I don’t know my “natural” accent or voice. I don’t speak in sentences and if I have to signal something I prefer to gesticulate or to wait for the simpler yes-or-no questions.
When I laugh inadvertently it sounds both girly and cacklish – but when I shriek it’s gay and pharyngealized.
The vast majority of reading that've I done in my life was for school and I don't even include the Bionicle or Halo novels from Scholastic book fair days into that.

I remember being an articulate kid, I could monologue endlessly, but then something changed…
I think when you’re incel you just give up on this kind of stuff…
 
AccurateDud

AccurateDud

˙˙˙ɓuıʞuıɥ⊥
May 20, 2024
482
Same problem I have with him sadly. But idk it's more of a relief than a desire. It's something I find myself pondering why I watch it but it's something my eye glues to the screen whenever I see it. It's a bad habit and I don't encourage it but maybe I am just autistic.
 
fries

fries

NEET
Apr 20, 2024
469
A lot of it is the same grainy and shaky video with dumb brown people dying like they should so I don’t know
At best it'll just be funny because it looks like ragdoll physics sim
I list it with porn because I keep chasing this imagined high, something that goes beyond my sense of curiosity, something that is “real” but not dull and ugly
 
クーロ

クーロ

عثمان دان فوديو الثاني
Jan 23, 2024
5,201
Pretty much everyone on here watches gore. It's no different from porn in terms of gratification and has a similarly addictive nature. If you spend long enough isolated you start to stop caring about a lot of things which leads to more depraved kinds of gratification gore is just a side effect
 
wsada

wsada

Vegito
Apr 22, 2024
2,252
Pretty much everyone on here watches gore. It's no different from porn in terms of gratification and has a similarly addictive nature. If you spend long enough isolated you start to stop caring about a lot of things which leads to more depraved kinds of gratification gore is just a side effect
Wdym do u enjoy it? I watch from time to time but not like that
 
Melancholoser

Melancholoser

Decayed
May 10, 2023
247
Pretty much everyone on here watches gore. It's no different from porn in terms of gratification and has a similarly addictive nature. If you spend long enough isolated you start to stop caring about a lot of things which leads to more depraved kinds of gratification gore is just a side effect
Do you actually get gratification from it?

Tbh I only watch gore out of morbid curiosity and to "harden" myself to life, to "conquer" what is supposed to disturb me.
 
クーロ

クーロ

عثمان دان فوديو الثاني
Jan 23, 2024
5,201
Do you actually get gratification from it?
Sometimes yeah. When porn doesn't do it anymore I turn to gore. It's not any more stimulating it's just something "different" to keep my mind occupied
 
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daylily

Banned
Apr 27, 2024
496
Sometimes yeah. When porn doesn't do it anymore I turn to gore. It's not any more stimulating it's just something "different" to keep my mind occupied
Interesting. I'm neither gratified nor disgusted after stumbling upon gore. It's more of a "Oh, that guy just lost his head. Well, that was something. Onto the next video." reaction than anything else.
 
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daylily

Banned
Apr 27, 2024
496
Do you actually get gratification from it?

Tbh I only watch gore out of morbid curiosity and to "harden" myself to life, to "conquer" what is supposed to disturb me.
I've never understood the "hardening yourself by watching gore" thing. It doesn't translate to real life nearly as well as most people think it does. If that were the case cartels would just have their recruits watch videos on a laptop, rather than making them commit the atrocity themselves.
 
The Doctor

The Doctor

TALL SKVLL NATIONALISM
Aug 27, 2023
5,085
Pretty much everyone on here watches gore. It's no different from porn in terms of gratification and has a similarly addictive nature. If you spend long enough isolated you start to stop caring about a lot of things which leads to more depraved kinds of gratification gore is just a side effect
Gore is an aid for enlightenment. Nothing more , nothing less. Porn is poison
 
ShoelessSperg

ShoelessSperg

NEET
Feb 9, 2024
1,211
I spend most of my days saving anime pictures; I look at cosplays, gore and porn – nothing else speaks to me…

IRL I’m basically non-verbal. I don’t know my “natural” accent or voice. I don’t speak in sentences and if I have to signal something I prefer to gesticulate or to wait for the simpler yes-or-no questions.
When I laugh inadvertently it sounds both girly and cacklish – but when I shriek it’s gay and pharyngealized.
The vast majority of reading that've I done in my life was for school and I don't even include the Bionicle or Halo novels from Scholastic book fair days into that.

I remember being an articulate kid, I could monologue endlessly, but then something changed…
I think when you’re incel you just give up on this kind of stuff…
You got the makings of a serial killer with selective mutism I can’t wait for the Netflix adaption
 
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