Ultraman
NEET
- Nov 28, 2020
- 126
I think that this 2023 I must abandon the neet if or if. With the Covid pandemic I could justify my inactivity but now everything is back to normal so I have less justification to stay at home. In short I am starting to get bored doing the same thing. Youtube, video games, listening to music, opening the fridge and eating, watching internet forums, come on, it's ok but I can't stay like this all my life. My dad is 85 and I won't have him forever.
I have a technical career but at my age I doubt I can practice anything. I don't want to go back to doing waggie jobs like I did between 2004-2014. I have even thought about going into street trading. Another way out that I see is to dedicate myself to small mining but I lack a vehicle, here there is no water in the estuaries and in the rivers very little happens and to do that I need transportation. I have bought some tools and I hope to do some of that this year.
The other thing is that I'm fat as shit. I'm 5'7" and weigh 100 kg. I just must look ridiculous. I remember 2018 I lost so much weight that I almost regained my normal weight and from the pictures I took I looked acceptable. It took me six months to lose weight so the whole first semester I will be focused on my weight loss. It is the second semester where I have to quit the neet. Besides, everything has gone up in price. My father's pension is enough but less and less not enough money in the account. I also have to think about what to do when he dies and what will happen to me. I want to have things clear before anything can happen to him. Last month I tried to learn programming, flowcharts, but the enthusiasm went away quickly, there are things that are beyond me and it makes me angry to see a 14-15 year old kid solve them without any problem. I didn't even get to pseudo-code and I imagine how I'm going to do.
I will try to reduce my needs to the minimum possible, not having debts, it will be almost being a third world worker but like me there are 2500 million who have to get up early.
How I curse my low IQ, my lack of concentration and being very bad at math. I was dealt the worst possible cards. Add not being NT, being undesirable to girls because of unattractiveness and disaster is served.
I have a technical career but at my age I doubt I can practice anything. I don't want to go back to doing waggie jobs like I did between 2004-2014. I have even thought about going into street trading. Another way out that I see is to dedicate myself to small mining but I lack a vehicle, here there is no water in the estuaries and in the rivers very little happens and to do that I need transportation. I have bought some tools and I hope to do some of that this year.
The other thing is that I'm fat as shit. I'm 5'7" and weigh 100 kg. I just must look ridiculous. I remember 2018 I lost so much weight that I almost regained my normal weight and from the pictures I took I looked acceptable. It took me six months to lose weight so the whole first semester I will be focused on my weight loss. It is the second semester where I have to quit the neet. Besides, everything has gone up in price. My father's pension is enough but less and less not enough money in the account. I also have to think about what to do when he dies and what will happen to me. I want to have things clear before anything can happen to him. Last month I tried to learn programming, flowcharts, but the enthusiasm went away quickly, there are things that are beyond me and it makes me angry to see a 14-15 year old kid solve them without any problem. I didn't even get to pseudo-code and I imagine how I'm going to do.
I will try to reduce my needs to the minimum possible, not having debts, it will be almost being a third world worker but like me there are 2500 million who have to get up early.
How I curse my low IQ, my lack of concentration and being very bad at math. I was dealt the worst possible cards. Add not being NT, being undesirable to girls because of unattractiveness and disaster is served.
