Gaku
God Of Super Auto Pets
- Sep 29, 2022
- 370
It was Mar 2nd, 2025, a Sunday, I pressed my church clothes the night before, and I woke up with a stone-hard boner well that's normal right? I guess.
I've been battling these random boners, everyday man, standing in lines, in taxis, at my new Job... sometimes I have to hide my pants, times where I have to sit a bit longer until the boner dies down, it's weird being young and horny every second like this man... It''s a chore in itself. But that's not the thing that showed how vile I am, I was raised as a church kid you know, so I always attended almost every Sunday, I am also a part of the youth department and I teach kids Bible stories and organize games. There are 2 of us in charge, a young adult girl and me.
Normally, what happens is that before the sermon is preached we carry all the kids upstairs to the youth room. There we taught them from the devotional, now it's game time. The kids were split into groups, some came with me to play jenga, guess the bottle, and Tic Tac Toe whilst the others went with the girl to play dominoes, Ludo, and uno. After a few games, I noticed that there was a new kid, she was short very very short. I'm nearly 5'4 and I tower over her, she seemed cheerful, energetic, and had a thick build and yeah, you guessed it guys, my eyes were all over her, and all of a sudden I had the vilest, wicked, perverse thoughts rushing through my head. She was keeping eye contact with me as if she could tell my thoughts; then it started happening, the boner thing.
I was wearing silk-thin pants, so it was almost visible that I was stiff and hard like a rock. Honestly, I thought about how I could use her mouth and between her legs for pleasure, and finish on her cute little face. I WAS DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF.
And mind you guys, I am on nofap so I wasn't being influenced by porn or anything. I quickly sat to hide the boner and she kept smiling and coming close, it started getting very hot. She asked me to play with her and I said, "No, I have something to do"
( I really wanted to play but I couldn't she would've noticed the small bulge in my pants)
It was a despicable sight, I felt dirty for having those impure thoughts about a little girl who was just trying to play and have fun. Eventually, I made it to the bathroom and other thoughts came rushing in like an untapped water fountain, how I could quickly rub one out, thought about calling her into the bathroom and do you know what with her. Guys trust me, I am not a pedophile, rapist, etc but these are the things men face daily, it's hard especially for guys like us without girlfriends, options, and trying not to masturbate for whatever reason. It's tough out there guys, I feel for all the guys going through something similar and fighting to do what's right.
It's not easy; At all.
I've been battling these random boners, everyday man, standing in lines, in taxis, at my new Job... sometimes I have to hide my pants, times where I have to sit a bit longer until the boner dies down, it's weird being young and horny every second like this man... It''s a chore in itself. But that's not the thing that showed how vile I am, I was raised as a church kid you know, so I always attended almost every Sunday, I am also a part of the youth department and I teach kids Bible stories and organize games. There are 2 of us in charge, a young adult girl and me.
Normally, what happens is that before the sermon is preached we carry all the kids upstairs to the youth room. There we taught them from the devotional, now it's game time. The kids were split into groups, some came with me to play jenga, guess the bottle, and Tic Tac Toe whilst the others went with the girl to play dominoes, Ludo, and uno. After a few games, I noticed that there was a new kid, she was short very very short. I'm nearly 5'4 and I tower over her, she seemed cheerful, energetic, and had a thick build and yeah, you guessed it guys, my eyes were all over her, and all of a sudden I had the vilest, wicked, perverse thoughts rushing through my head. She was keeping eye contact with me as if she could tell my thoughts; then it started happening, the boner thing.
I was wearing silk-thin pants, so it was almost visible that I was stiff and hard like a rock. Honestly, I thought about how I could use her mouth and between her legs for pleasure, and finish on her cute little face. I WAS DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF.
And mind you guys, I am on nofap so I wasn't being influenced by porn or anything. I quickly sat to hide the boner and she kept smiling and coming close, it started getting very hot. She asked me to play with her and I said, "No, I have something to do"
( I really wanted to play but I couldn't she would've noticed the small bulge in my pants)
It was a despicable sight, I felt dirty for having those impure thoughts about a little girl who was just trying to play and have fun. Eventually, I made it to the bathroom and other thoughts came rushing in like an untapped water fountain, how I could quickly rub one out, thought about calling her into the bathroom and do you know what with her. Guys trust me, I am not a pedophile, rapist, etc but these are the things men face daily, it's hard especially for guys like us without girlfriends, options, and trying not to masturbate for whatever reason. It's tough out there guys, I feel for all the guys going through something similar and fighting to do what's right.
It's not easy; At all.
