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Don't care about most shit that people care about
- Feb 20, 2024
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This might be long, I'll also post exports and screenshots once this is all over.
So, in the beginning of last month, I joined a Discord server whose owner is a girl. Initially I doubted it of course, but later it did turn out to be her. She's a 9/10, and yet describes herself as a femcel KHHV loser. Obviously femcels don't exist, so I dismissed that part. However, I did believe the KHHV loser part because a friend of hers told me about how she sits alone in school. Now, she is rather narcissistic, thinking of herself as better than others, never truly repenting, and often talking about herself. Now, let it be known already that the reason I continued in the server was not to get pussy nor a relationship because she is a bad person and I'm stonecold. My goal was to find out how bad she really is of a person and to then leave some sort of imprint on her, to always remember me. Let it also be known that I'm extremely stone cold towards girls my age who are not KHHV.
Well, today someone found her TikTok, and some videos of her show a guy and in one of them she even kisses a dude at a party. I did feel jealousy after seeing that, but I quickly overcame it. What truly fucked me was nausea which stems from my disgust towards her lie. Oh, speaking of her lie, she tried to convince me that it's in her past and that she is indeed a loser and awkward teenager JFL!
In retrospect, I shouldn't have trusted her so easily, and should've expected the worst of her. I had forgotten that people are evil (total depravity). She is indeed just another foid, who simply happened to have been so bored of normie attention and validation that she looked for specific online communities to get orbiters.
I'll stick around and look for even more evil in her heart because that's a fun activity LOL! Not gonna lie, I like examining and sort of playing around with people, just seeing how they react (of course, I wouldn't do shit like manipulating or hurting, but just let their own actions get to them).
Honestly, though, it's just crazy how a person can disgust me THIS MUCH!! Dishonesty induces nausea.
So, in the beginning of last month, I joined a Discord server whose owner is a girl. Initially I doubted it of course, but later it did turn out to be her. She's a 9/10, and yet describes herself as a femcel KHHV loser. Obviously femcels don't exist, so I dismissed that part. However, I did believe the KHHV loser part because a friend of hers told me about how she sits alone in school. Now, she is rather narcissistic, thinking of herself as better than others, never truly repenting, and often talking about herself. Now, let it be known already that the reason I continued in the server was not to get pussy nor a relationship because she is a bad person and I'm stonecold. My goal was to find out how bad she really is of a person and to then leave some sort of imprint on her, to always remember me. Let it also be known that I'm extremely stone cold towards girls my age who are not KHHV.
Well, today someone found her TikTok, and some videos of her show a guy and in one of them she even kisses a dude at a party. I did feel jealousy after seeing that, but I quickly overcame it. What truly fucked me was nausea which stems from my disgust towards her lie. Oh, speaking of her lie, she tried to convince me that it's in her past and that she is indeed a loser and awkward teenager JFL!
In retrospect, I shouldn't have trusted her so easily, and should've expected the worst of her. I had forgotten that people are evil (total depravity). She is indeed just another foid, who simply happened to have been so bored of normie attention and validation that she looked for specific online communities to get orbiters.
I'll stick around and look for even more evil in her heart because that's a fun activity LOL! Not gonna lie, I like examining and sort of playing around with people, just seeing how they react (of course, I wouldn't do shit like manipulating or hurting, but just let their own actions get to them).
Honestly, though, it's just crazy how a person can disgust me THIS MUCH!! Dishonesty induces nausea.
