St.MattJonesCel
NEET
- Feb 19, 2021
- 17
Wish I was never born into it life is just suffering for us outcasts blackpilled doomers. Normies chads and stacys have life so much easier I wish I was Chad but nooo.. Just shitty Incel Luck my whole life. No one ever understands me very few I feel. I don't see things getting better only worse getting older and more uglier more undesirable everyone hates us sometime there's even infighting in the community that needs to stop. Where the fuck do we turn to psychiatrists are full of shit jewish scam.. I will just be a fucking NEET for life till I die rotting away playing video games researching conspiracies reading books etc.. I'm too defeated sometimes to even want to do anything except sleep. Why the fuck were we even born I hate everything about this slave existence that's all this earth is we are in Hell right now this is Hell. I don't beLIEve there is a Jesus or anything coming to save us, I've prayed cried out to God I've tried so hard to get a sign a response, something but I get nothing.. Women and normies narcissists psychopaths evil people have made my life a living hell, I really don't fit in much anywhere. Nothing will ever get better it's just a endless cycle of suffering I wish there was a way out.. I guess video games is it at least for now, I just recently got back into video games it's a good escape. just do what makes you happy try to find some pleasure some meaning out of this shitty existence.. If we're going to be losers we might as well try to make ourselves happy through whatever coping mechanisms we have like smoking cigarettes, weed, eating good food etc. Fuck this life fuck society all we incels got is each other we have to support each other because that's all we really got at the end of the day. I have nobody that cares about me the whole world rejects me and wants me dead wants nothing to do with me treats me like shit everyday and I'm tired of it. Something has to change, otherwise we will just lose our minds and fall into the abyss and be consumed by the darkness.. Haha I don't know what to do I don't even know the point of sharing all this I guess to express my situation and yeah. Cya in my next post and in the replies if any lolz.