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[Deleted member 3347]

Im giving myself until 21 to just blow my brains out. I just wanna splatter my brains out. All over my walls. Im just to ugly and short. Im just to ugly and short. I hear people outside enjoying themselves with fireworks, activities and shit and just want to be included in the fun. I don’t hate them, or wanna go ER or anything, Im just so sad, man. Im just so fucking sad. I wouldn’t wish this one anyone. Im against suffering. But Im suffering every second and I don’t know how much longer I can cope. Im not treated my age. I don’t look my age and it hurts. I don’t look human at all. I don’t think anyone understands how it feels to look borderline deformed. I just want to be normal. I just wanna be a normal faggot and do normal faggot things like the gym and Snapchat and go out on weekends. I just want toIve never done any of that.. just typing out loud. Im gonna fucking do it. I’ll somehow make enough to buy a shotgun and aim upwards to blow my fucking brain off and blame it on everyone who’s ever done me wrong.

 

[iDONTwannaBeME]

21? just go out no one will care if you didnt do anything for 2 years...

Now try to explain 7 years of unemployment, and no social life to anyone... You still have time, imho try to join a trade as an apprentice or find an associate degree or whatever its called in your country which is 2 to 3 years long, that is trade related or health related and you will rollback the damage neeting does to you.
If you wait too long like i did damages become almost irreparable and eternal sleep becomes an easier choice than try to make it back to normal

 

[Gaku]

Now now fellow neet... I've been
there I'm still there for that matter. I've already digested the black pill. I've cried, mourned, complained, wrote stories of my sufferings here and on reddit and exhausted my hope that something good will happen and change the course of my life forever like winning lottery, Business success, etc. Trust me, you'll learn to accept it. The pain I felt was almost way too surreal I felt pressured in my chest when I think about all I was going through and still going through as an so called unattractive male. Yeah, it's true you'll receive the end of stick, you'll be the butt of the joke, you'll prolly be ostracized and abandoned by family like myself here. But never forget that the pain you're feeling will subside, it will get lesser overtime and you'll perhaps develop some hope to live another day!

Find something you love and let it kill you! You like games? Buy a shit ton and play until you need glasses to see, you like anime watch as much until you're the king on myanimelist... Just let your passions out and try to forget about your current suffering!!!

Your brother in suffering,
Gaku

 

[Deleted member 3347]

21? just go out no one will care if you didnt do anything for 2 years...

I need to get a gun licsense to buy a gun

Now try to explain 7 years of unemployment, and no social life to anyone... You still have time, imho try to join a trade as an apprentice or find an associate degree or whatever its called in your country which is 2 to 3 years long, that is trade related or health related and you will rollback the damage neeting does to you.
If you wait too long like i did damages become almost irreparable and eternal sleep becomes an easier choice than try to make it back to normal

I might give it a shot. Thanks

 

[Deleted member 3347]

Now now fellow neet... I've been
there I'm still there for that matter. I've already digested the black pill. I've cried, mourned, complained, wrote stories of my sufferings here and on reddit and exhausted my hope that something good will happen and change the course of my life forever like winning lottery, Business success, etc. Trust me, you'll learn to accept it. The pain I felt was almost way too surreal I felt pressured in my chest when I think about all I was going through and still going through as an so called unattractive male. Yeah, it's true you'll receive the end of stick, you'll be the butt of the joke, you'll prolly be ostracized and abandoned by family like myself here. But never forget that the pain you're feeling will subside, it will get lesser overtime and you'll perhaps develop some hope to live another day!

Find something you love and let it kill you! You like games? Buy a shit ton and play until you need glasses to see, you like anime watch as much until you're the king on myanimelist... Just let your passions out and try to forget about your current suffering!!!

Your brother in suffering,
Gaku

I needed that bro

 

[incelkingkong]

remember it can always get worse and appreciate what little u do have
im 27yo khhv never spoke to a woman my age ahh truecel and getting no bitches/being ugly was my main point of grief before worse things happened
i still feel very sad sometimes but i didn't realise how good my life was comparatively
i know its "think about how good your quality of life compared to kids in africa!! is" tier advice but its unironically accurate