Anti-Matter Golem
NEET
- Sep 8, 2023
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Fucking gangsta!This is what real niggas listen to while commiting TND and drink before commiting sudoku
Fucking gangsta!This is what real niggas listen to while commiting TND and drink before commiting sudoku
Just saying I will not be responding to this so sorryAre you still like that to this day? I repeat the same routine you described on that last paragraph constantly, like I will be awake and randomly find myself walking around my room daydreaming, then hop back on pc just to scroll on forums or youtube. I used to sometimes when performing simple actions randomly stop in place and start to think about what I'm doing, how is my life like this, etc.
Some say it's too much dopamine having being produced in the brain due to overstimulation, but on those times not even tiktok was a huge hit thing like it is now yet. I'd theorize it's to do a lot with the environment you grew up in along with unnatural chemicals interfering with your state of mind, hormones and blood flow to the brain and neurotransmitters.
But then again, not many people in soyciety would dedicate any time to try and help incels like this...
oh.Just saying I will not be responding to this so sorry
Reason: I think we talked enough
Hey at least i sent you that banger to listen to
Ok thanks bye
No more living as an ethnic. It never begin for us. Just rope now.I'm not saying this to make a case for roping.
I'm asking why should I as a curry not rope?
I'm 5'9", almost 5'10", but that's all I got going for me. I'm balding and have to do monthly PRPs to keep my hair from falling. I'm 29, and KHHV. I have PTSD and schizophrenia due to childhood bullying. I'm currently a NEET with occasional freelance work. And I have to diet and workout like hell to keep from putting weight.
Sex is off the table.
Food comes close. But I can't do it every day. I have to eat clean. And eat clean makes me feel like shit. LOL. If I eat chicken, then I tend to gain an entire kilo the next day. JFL. Same with anything like Cake. So I have to eat grains and fish which taste like shit. And I don't enjoy exercising. There are other things I would rather do instead with that time.
Copes:
Most copes nowadays are woke as shit. And will be for some time now, even though the pendulum has begun to turn. In the case of video games, I like singleplayer ones, and there hasn't been that many good ones that I like. Most like Alan Wake 2 and Control have been DEIfied. Retro PC games are hard to get running on modern hardware. Buying retro games is super expensive. Rereleases are DEIfied.
That leaves comics, novels and films.
Everything that came post 2013 is garbage. But that leaves a huge backlog. HOWEVER said backlog is mostly made up of repetitive generic slop. This wouldn't be a problem, but there's a reason these kinds of content aren't made today. We have spent nearly a century perfecting writing styles, cinematography and storytelling. So unless you're into a specific niche, then a lot of old content is gonna be boring.
I can still get something out of Film Noir because I was introduced to it through max payne. And even though I watch it. If these films had come out when I was alive, I wouldn't have watched most of them. They're products of their time. And it shows.
Used to be, even if you were a loser, you could come home from woke and then spend about 6 hours with your copes before you go to bed.
That's no longer an option.
How are you coping nowadays?I've been humbled.
Psych meds and drill music and working outHow are you coping nnowada
Also coming out of my shell socially more than ever IRLPsych meds and drill music and working out
How did you meet your friends?Also coming out of my shell socially more than ever IRL
Tutorial plsAlso coming out of my shell socially more than ever IRL
Tutorial: just be neurotypical, idiot.Tutorial pls
The shrooms helped?
Have multiple psychotic breaks and realize keeping it genuine with everyone and trying to get along with others is your best bet 99% of the time. I think that's what worked for me after having social anxiety so bad I would blush if a cute girl even talked to me in middle school and high school.Tutorial pls
The shrooms helped?
I don't have that many friends and I don't trust people like I used to.How did you meet your friends?
But how did you meet your friends, though?I don't have that many friends and I don't trust people like I used to.
I was talking more about acquaintances becoming more comfortable around meeting new people that might not necessarily want me in their lives to that degreeBut how did you meet your friends, though?
But you can still build up a more positive reputation through people like thatI was talking more about acquaintances becoming more comfortable around meeting new people that might not necessarily want me in their lives to that degree
Where did you meet your acquaintances? Workplace, school... My former acquaintances didn't introduce me to women, they only wanted to hang out.But you can still build up a more positive reputation through people like that
The psych ward most recently lmaoWhere did you meet your acquaintances? Workplace, school... My former acquaintances didn't introduce me to women, they only wanted to hang out.